Dawn at Sunset: Experiences, Personal Stories, Life Experiences Only

[NikiChow]

Originally Posted by Princessica

Dear all,
I will not be updating my story or any encounter from now on. I'm taking a break from my work as it not doing dat well. It been a rough week wif not much booking to survive. Meantime juz take a break despite i hv tons to pay but who cares. The most i will be charged and go jail. During the break, will lookout for other career path. If can able to get something to survive, probably will quit the scene.

Take care Sis, all the best to you!!

[tarma69]

Originally Posted by Princessica

Dear all,
I will not be updating my story or any encounter from now on. I'm taking a break from my work as it not doing dat well. It been a rough week wif not much booking to survive. Meantime juz take a break despite i hv tons to pay but who cares. The most i will be charged and go jail. During the break, will lookout for other career path. If can able to get something to survive, probably will quit the scene.

Sorry to hear that. Hope you can pull it through and emerge stronger.

[Princessica]

Well, how should i start. Ok, currently, I'm having code red while taking a break. My break wil go on til next week or so as there are things i still pondering. Life, once again, hit me hard.

These few days, i back to my slacking lifehood, sleepin, eating, drinking. Drink til tipsy, go home and slp. Next day, same routine. Might be thinking, why i let my life slack in tis way? Cos I'm lost. Totally lost in direction. The only way to distract myself is thru drinking. I hate wat i going thru. I juz find myself fuckin useless. My surrounding frenz, hv stable jobs, good incomes, promoted to manager levels and so on. Wat I'm doing here? A whore who dun hv a stable income and has no future. Who caused it? Ya, dat ungrateful bastard ex bf of mine. I suffering here, I'm drowning in a deep blue ocean, wif a wooden plank i can solely rely on. Even advises threw to me, to find a proper job. Saying is always easy. I can find one dats for sure but the pay cant pay off wat i owe monthly. It not even enough. I hv to prepare 2-3k monthly to pay off. My pay, will be juz around there. How i survive if i pay all? I hv stopped office job for 2 yrs or so, currently economic is bad, it will take alot of times for people to accept me too. I hv to lie abt my working background too. So u guys see, isn't saying is easy?

I hv removed my work thread. These period of times, been thru hard time. Always bumped onto guys who wasted ur time. Either made confirmation and ended up canceled, fussy abt locations even though most drive, pranksters or ask stupid questions. These few days, same thing happened. Case 1, this guy emailed me. As he gave me a name so i thought it his name and i requested for his nick. He replied back dat i had asked for his nick 3 times and it was dat name. I told him since when i asked for his nick 3 times as it was the first time i received his email. He insisted i did til i pissed off and told him to make things clear on his side. I only asked once not thrice. Probably he mistook me as other gal he enquired too. Case 2, i received an email from this 23 yrs old guy. Guess wat he asked? How big are my eyes? Do i wear color contacts? Can he buy a wig and want me to wear it? How i going to reply him, how big are my eyes? Big is big, small is small. How to describe?! So u guys see, hv such pple to stir shit daily. How to work in peace?

I hv cs telling me it a pity i no longer provide room in future as my package is really one of the reasonable in the market. But seriously, who will appreciate it? Logistics arrangement is not easy job to arrange yet no one understand. Finding hotel, making sure location and cost are reasonable, most of times putting the welfare for cs instead of myself, ended up, appreciation went down the drain. I became very tired and low morale. Thinking, i did not enough yet? I dunno is it reverse effect. After i removed and left my thread, my work phone became hotline. 1 by 1 asking for me. Currently, i juz deal wif my regulars first. I kinda dread to come back to the thread. I can come back wif incall again. But end of day, i hv to bear wif all the shits again. So pls guys, treat working gals wif utmost respect. Dun take things for granted.

[Kaiser1000]

Originally Posted by Princessica

Well, how should i start. Ok, currently, I'm having code red while taking a break. My break wil go on til next week or so as there are things i still pondering. Life, once again, hit me hard.

These few days, i back to my slacking lifehood, sleepin, eating, drinking. Drink til tipsy, go home and slp. Next day, same routine. Might be thinking, why i let my life slack in tis way? Cos I'm lost. Totally lost in direction. The only way to distract myself is thru drinking. I hate wat i going thru. I juz find myself fuckin useless. My surrounding frenz, hv stable jobs, good incomes, promoted to manager levels and so on. Wat I'm doing here? A whore who dun hv a stable income and has no future. Who caused it? Ya, dat ungrateful bastard ex bf of mine. I suffering here, I'm drowning in a deep blue ocean, wif a wooden plank i can solely rely on. Even advises threw to me, to find a proper job. Saying is always easy. I can find one dats for sure but the pay cant pay off wat i owe monthly. It not even enough. I hv to prepare 2-3k monthly to pay off. My pay, will be juz around there. How i survive if i pay all? I hv stopped office job for 2 yrs or so, currently economic is bad, it will take alot of times for people to accept me too. I hv to lie abt my working background too. So u guys see, isn't saying is easy?

I hv removed my work thread. These period of times, been thru hard time. Always bumped onto guys who wasted ur time. Either made confirmation and ended up canceled, fussy abt locations even though most drive, pranksters or ask stupid questions. These few days, same thing happened. Case 1, this guy emailed me. As he gave me a name so i thought it his name and i requested for his nick. He replied back dat i had asked for his nick 3 times and it was dat name. I told him since when i asked for his nick 3 times as it was the first time i received his email. He insisted i did til i pissed off and told him to make things clear on his side. I only asked once not thrice. Probably he mistook me as other gal he enquired too. Case 2, i received an email from this 23 yrs old guy. Guess wat he asked? How big are my eyes? Do i wear color contacts? Can he buy a wig and want me to wear it? How i going to reply him, how big are my eyes? Big is big, small is small. How to describe?! So u guys see, hv such pple to stir shit daily. How to work in peace?

I hv cs telling me it a pity i no longer provide room in future as my package is really one of the reasonable in the market. But seriously, who will appreciate it? Logistics arrangement is not easy job to arrange yet no one understand. Finding hotel, making sure location and cost are reasonable, most of times putting the welfare for cs instead of myself, ended up, appreciation went down the drain. I became very tired and low morale. Thinking, i did not enough yet? I dunno is it reverse effect. After i removed and left my thread, my work phone became hotline. 1 by 1 asking for me. Currently, i juz deal wif my regulars first. I kinda dread to come back to the thread. I can come back wif incall again. But end of day, i hv to bear wif all the shits again. So pls guys, treat working gals wif utmost respect. Dun take things for granted.

Hope things go well for you in the month to come. Sometimes as service provider you have to enforce rules as well or customers will take advantage easily.

[Princessica]

well, i do hv my rules and regulations but some guys, doesn't know the meaning of 'read'. As for those pranks, time wasters or those trying to be funny, i will list them down and post on my thread. Their nicks and contacts are listed as i think since they are so prof in doing dat, i dun think they mind to get some mins of frames

Originally Posted by Kaiser1000

Hope things go well for you in the month to come. Sometimes as service provider you have to enforce rules as well or customers will take advantage easily.

[Princessica]

Hey peeps,
I might be in hiatus but will be back soon this week. Will discuss wif the moderator to open my thread back. Tentatively, i will be back by Thursday (7th April). Those wanna make booking, pls email to [email protected]

Thank u!

[Princessica]

I'm here to post some tribute to the pop legend, Prince. I 1st known him from the song "The Most Beautiful Girl In The World". Followed by "When The Doves Cry" when i went mumbo jumbo. He passed away just a day ago due to severe flus and he was juz 57 yrs old. RIP, the purple one. Here are some of his hits:-




Purple Rain



When The Doves Cry



The Most Beautiful Girl In The World



Kiss



Cream

[KayaRotti]

Thanks for sharing these hits

[SwissAlps]

RIP Prince

[Princessica]

Thanks guys. Oh ya, another 2 more songs to add on from the legendary, Prince. Really hope u guys like it and if u wanna pay ur tribute, u can do so over here.



Raspberry Beret



Diamonds And Pearls

[Princessica]

Hey guys,
Long time no see. I postin this next story abt my gay bf and me as i abt to revamp my own thread soon. Starting my day quite badly as the website i hv been savin my work pics and FRs, deactivated my account. So noe i hv to do everything again. Tracing each FRs and later recreate my pics album again, faint! Anyway, here's the 1st part of the story. Enjoy!


My Gay BF

Chapter 1 - How We Met?

On somewhere ard Mar of 2013, my fren, Ada and me went to tis place which she sometimes will go over for drinks. She usually wif her ex colls whom are quite regular dere, goin dere once awhile. Cos I still will go dere to chill, I can't reveal where it is. Rek was a manager over dere. He saw Ada and came over to us and greeted us. They know each other but it juz acquaintance. My first impression of him was he is gd lookin, stylish hairstyle (popular hairstyle nwadays wif dat high slope at both sides and backward comb up hair like curry puff. Even he called it curry puff hairstyle hahaha) he looked gd wif dat as he has really long sideburns which really fit him well, he's abt 173-175cm tall, average height for guys and for me, as long taller den me can liao. I'm not tall either. His height consider ok for me, I dun really like too tall like 1.8. His built is average, not too thin or fat. I din really know how his built really like as we haven't go swimming before so I can't really judge. Of cuz I dun mean his nude body la, I'm not so pevert lol. But, I did feel his chest before. It was one incident he felt unwell. Complaining his heartbeats was beating fast and asked me to feel it. I was surprised, it was quite firm. Means he did train somehow. I think he has biceps too but not too bulky types as sometimes he posted pics when he worn sleeveless top, I can see his biceps. So overall built is acceptable. I dun really the type When see handsome guys I will jawdrops or wat, I more on the feeling, chemistry type of person den looks. Honestly my ex were not dat gd looking too. I'm not even chio bu so wat right do I hv to choose. Wat really attract me is his deep dimples at both sides of his cheeks. Even a light smile or when he was talking, it can be seen. I kinda find it attractive for guys who hv dimples. Juz like Chilam Cheung. Of cuz it really hv to suit ur looks. Not everybody looks gd wif dimples. I hv dimples too but I dunno why as I grow up, my left side are not visible only left wif the right side. I hv 2, 1 at the cheek the other at the lower part of my mouth. Nw I abit put on weight so I afraid it wil gone so I hv to control my diet. He was working so he was in suit. Actually I prefer him wif suit as he looked suave. Once he off work, he usually more on street style. Often wif a cap, like a young boy despite his age. If u ask me wat type of guys I like, hmmm, I dun really go for looks, juz pleasant looking will do. If he has the looks dats bonus pt. Built wise I prefer lean type, not too fat. I like guys who are caring, funny, someone who can joke and make me laugh. Know how to dress up well. I dun mean u hv to be branded all over but 1 word to describe, fashionable. If he knows how to dance, dats bonus. I find dat guys who know how to dance real attractive. All these pts, somehow, he has it. He's such a joker at times and loud too. Sometimes can really made me laugh til I cried. And ya, he's quite a gd dancer. Even though he might be gay, he dun dance like gu liang. In fact, he mah qiam dancing techno, pattern more den badminton lol! I named him as body shaker hahaha. He is really a ladykiller. Those times when he was dere, his guests were mostly ladies. There are his categories too but I think ladies were more. When he left the place, even my frenz said it like a ghost town, biz dropped alot. If u wanna know the rating of his looks, I will gif him 8-8.5. For guys, it not ez to get high rate for looks unlike gals. Gals can improve it wif make up and hairdos. For guys beside hairdos and dressing, it kinda hard. So if he has dat ratin means u can imagine he is gd lookin. For my own guy frenz, they usually score 5-7. Only a few, abt 5 or below are 8. Dats even model agencies approached him to be model. For his looks, he can be a celebrity, seriously.

So dats how we met the first time. Din talk much actually as he's to me a manager dere to run the operation and me, a guest over dere to drink. After the first time visited, I quite like the place and the atmosphere. After few weeks, we went again. He greeted us again and I was taken aback he still remember wat I drank the first time. He had very gd memory. After the 2nd time, dats a period I din go til I started to go gym. That's a period of times I went gym quite often and after dat, I will dropby to dat place for a drink while I waited for appt. As the days go, sometimes he would came over chi chat wif me awhile, usually casual talk. During those times, I didn't hv feeling for him, juz a hi bye kinda acquaintance. 1 day, he sat beside me and started to chat. He asked wat I'm working and so on. Of cuz I can't revealed wat I'm doing and juz gave a white lies excuse. I been wanting to ask him a qns but afraid he found it offensive. So I finally plucked up my courage to ask. Here how it goes: -
Me: Can I ask u something?
Rek: yes wat?
Me: Sorry if it is offensive but are u.......before I could finished it off he knew it
Rek: a gay u wanna know.
Me: ya, I hope u dun mind me asking.
Rek: No la it ok, yup I'm a gay.
Me: ok. But do u ever hv gfs before? Sorry if I sound too kpo cos u are gd looking and I juz wonder.
Rek: of cuz I had before la.
Me: hmmmmm any intimacy?
Rek: u mean f them ah (I realized he wont used make luv when come to tis. He usually use f). Got la. Hv lor.
Me: den how come sudden changed?
Rek: No feeling lor, dun hv those happy kinda feeling. But when wif guys, it different. I feel much happier.
Me: oh.
I dun dare to further it anymore as I afraid he thought i kpo or wat. Sometimes I wonder, such a change juz cos of he cant find dat sensation. I stil cant get it. But yet, according to his ex coll, Jes, told me was different again. I knew Jes at later part and we once quite close but aft dat, I drifted apart fr her as I found out, she's quite cunning. Fyi, she's a butch. Ya, wat an interesting workplace. Manager gay, asst manager butch lol. Ok, according to her, it seemed like he had a relationship wif a gal bk in his hometown at kl. But, parents disagreed. I dunno wats the reason they disagreed but I think tis is the main pt he had drastic changed. He din told me tis bk den I guess we still not close. So dats why I think he didn't wan to say. On Later part, I wil share abt tis gal whom I suspect it the gal he might wif. Juz guessin as both were really very close when they took pics. It was absolutely like couple pics.

The moment has come, the time where I started to notice him. On tis particular day, I was dere as usual. Ordered drinks and sat dere reading things on my phone. Tis chap, came to me and said, "if I'm a straight, I will definitely woo after u." He gave me a wink and went off. I was kinda stunned of wat I had heard and stil figuring it while I watching him walked away. It really left me pondered. I didn't really gif a damn and continued using my phone.

*** to be continued ****

[Wombats]

Nice to see you posting again

[Princessica]

Thank you

Originally Posted by Wombats

Nice to see you posting again

[Princessica]

Last chapter dat i typed the other time. Shall see i hv the time to continue.

My Gay BF

Chapter 2 - Gettin a step closer

Ok, yesterday I was talking abt my impression of Rek and the description of hw he looks like. U might be wondering, how abt his impression of me?

I dunno why, tis guy, always giving me a tall hat. Sometimes I wondering, it his eyes pa stamps lol! He always praising me, I look gd, pretty, slim, nice figure, nice pairs of legs, hv sharp nose, big eyes, well dress, gd taste, kind hearted etc. Seriously, I'm juz an average gnd type of gal dats all. I dunno wat he sees in me dat make him treat me like diva lidat. To be honest, for his looks, he definitely has better looking gals in his list. Even he is a gay, there are gals still going aft him, nvr gif up. I did ask him before, currently any gals stil goin aft him. He said yes, there are but juz dun hv the feel of it. Maybe I remind him of his ex gf lol. I really cannot think of a reason. Even my close fren, Lynn, oso realized he wil notice wat I doing or wat i posted in fb and he wil comment. Juz like 2 days bk, when we chatting on phone. He asked me where were the places I went dat I posted in fb. So, he's been observing me even though he's at overseas lol.

Of cuz pple wil curious how we really look if we stand together. To be honest, I'm not self praising myself or trying to make myself look gd. My frenz, his frenz and even his relatives, think we look compatible. Even though I'm not chio bu category and he deserves much better looking gal, juz dunno why, our features jux look matchin in pics. We hv things in common which are we hv sharp noses. His is even sharper. Eyes, mine is bigger. Our smile, almost the same lol. We both hv dress sense, which means we are fashionista lol. He nwadays called me 香港妹 cos when I'm not working, I will be in jeans wif a pair of boots. Juz like wat u see in hk drama. Sometimes I will match wif a fashionable cap and sunglasses. Not only him, sometimes cabbies thought I'm from hk too especially I hv short hair nw. Sometimes when he wanted to buy some branded, he will ask for my opinion. Asking me wat I think. So I will tell him based on my own judgement. Dats 1 time, he saw a bag and msg me. After viewing it I told him actually I wanted to tell him abt tis bag too as I think it suits him well. He replied bk, means u know my taste. Even buyin gifts for him, I choose something dat match him well. I'm the type of person who will not anyhow buy gifts for frenz. I base on their characters and their tastes. I dun mind spending a few hundreds gift as long I think it worth it for them.

Talking abt pics, we did tk quite a no of pics. The very first pics we took were at bkk. Dats when I became the talk amongst his frenz and his relatives. A few of his frenz wanted to know me but was rejected by him lol. When he told me, I was like why u told pple I'm unavailable. U wanna make me urs only rite hahahaha! He gave me an an chio face and walked away. Paiseh already lol! He did praise me before dat I looked photogenic and he likes the way I posed and overall the pic look gd. He knows I gd in photo takin, there are few times I helped him to tk his pics. He is photogenic as well and his pics, really can kill alot of gals lol. There are a few of his pics dat I admit did somehow kill me too lol. Really a ladykiller. Beside him, my frenz Like me to help them tk pics of them too. My strength is actually taking artistic pics, not those nude artistic ah. I like to tk vintage feel kinda pics. Aft taking them, I will use my app to edit it. Talking abt it, I recommend u guys tis app I always use. It called Candy Camera. It has similar functions like instagram and u can choose the filters. Great app to use if u wanna tk vintage or artistic feel pics.

Bk to how we become closer. After knowing for few mths, 1 particular day, I went over and as usual he was dere. He told me yesterday he went for a movie (forgotten wat it called) and told me to watch. He den asked for my no saying he wil jio me for movie the next time. Wat a pick up line lol. I did tell my bestie abt him when we were chatting. She was curious abt the place I went and of cuz, him. So 1 fine day, she decided to meet me dere. Finally, she met Rek. Tis gal, really omg, first time meeting and aft warming up, guess wat she asked? Started to asked him why he into guys -_-lll. Of cuz Rek explained to her the reason, not feeling offensive. Tis gal, went on wif qns til I was like wth. Asking him had he had sex wif gals and he replied of cuz la, got la. Den he revealed more things like, he actually had 2 gfs when he is in sg 10 yrs bk. I was like, deep inside me saying wah, din tell me. The first gf in sg was when he started his first job in sg. His colls and him went clubbing and they challenged them to la chee as in frenchin. So he did and soon they together. In my mind, I thinking, lidat oso can. 2nd one was a lady dats older den him bk den. My fren, very determined, continued to ask, did u had sex wif them. He said got la. I wanna bang my head onto the wall as I think she been asking too much lol. Next she asked actually do u stil bio gals despite u already a gay. He said ya he does afterall he's stil a guy. He still wil see the gals ard are pretty anot and so on. My fren asked wat gals u like and which part of their assets u will notice. He said he likes slim and tall gals. In my mind I was thinking I'm not tall leh u cb kia lol! The first thing he will notice will be their legs. My fren looked at my legs and said hmm, actually u hv nice legs. I was like, smiling and looked at Rek and said, no wonder u been bio-ing my legs all these while hahaha. He somehow kinda blushed and laughed and walked away. Giving excuse he be bk in awhile. Paiseh again liao lor lol. Lynn aft all the observation and questioning, told me, I think he kinda concern u. He will now and den come over and chk u out. Making sure u are ok. And 1 thing I'm sure, he's not 100% gay. I was like wah lidat u oso know. She said trust me la, I think he's juz on the girly side but not really true gay. A real gay, dun even bother to look at gals. Well, she has a pt. It true abt dat. Or maybe, he jux putting a show, to portrait himself not too gay. It kinda contradicting too. He is like a mystery, hard to solve. U wil nvr know wat in His mind. Too secretive.

Well, I think I hv typed quite alot. The first part of how we know each other consider mostly stated. Next, wil be our bkk escapade. Stay tune. I'm sleepy already. Heading to bed. Nite all!

[Princessica]

Hey guys,
Still remember me? Lol. Hope so. It been a long while since i update any stories or experience here. There are alot of shits dat went thru my life for past few months. It really a rollercoaster ride. Currently, i still on healing mode. My partner and me were in cooling off period currently cos, big shit happened to him dat lead us to wat we are facing now. I can't talk, msg or see him. All i can do is, crossing my fingers and juz wait. I dunno will he still come back for me or rather say, will he remember den. It not easy for me. I hv to deal wif work and at same time, try not to think of him. I actually calm down alot as compared to nearly a mth ago. When i at the verge not thinkin of him, images of him appeared in my dream. It happened couple of times dat whenever i awake, I found myself in reality again. I wanted to sleep back so i can continue 'dating' him in the dream but, it did not worked. The sad sensation back again and tears started to fall. Sigh! Ok, i gonna stop talking abt him as i feel the sadness back again.

Alot might find my work thread gone too under my this nick. Actually, i still working but not daily. U guys can check my work thread under the nick of Mistydawn (my work nick) and my thread name is "Dawn at Sunset". Earlier today, i had a threesome wif a lady and her cs. Nah, the lady is not really an active fl. So dun ask me abt her and stuffs etc. It been a very long time since i hv a threesome (ffm). The last was actually wif my partner but for work, it like, a year? Ok i will stop here 1st as I'm tired, going to sleep. U guys tell me, should i continue this experience of mine, or not ya. I will see how's the response den Rest well & Good Morning!