My innocent virgin ex GF got fucked by

[sexcision]

Originally Posted by 1231231233

she has ? more secrets, one major and one mild.

not sure if readers can take it. I'm also not sure if should continue.

Bro, dun do this to us man.... U must continue. Else I dun know how to continue my days. Pls complete this.

[1231231233]

Originally Posted by sexcision

Bro, dun do this to us man.... U must continue. Else I dun know how to continue my days. Pls complete this.

I definitely will finish it. I usually just avoid reading the USER CP.

[Huntsolo]

Hahaha I need a closure on this as well. Really a very good write up!!

[otamay]

Originally Posted by ironmushroom

I actually hope it is ending soon, no more further twists … as I need Bro TS to restart and continue his separate story in another thread

Good suggestion, I also constantly checking for new updates.

[1231231233]

—— Saturday morning.

me : good morning…

her : hello….

she yawned and stretched.

me : first time ever, I wake earlier than you.

her : haha. true.

me : no, second time. I woke earlier after our first date as J and Y.

her : oh yeah. that was a shocking! I was actually going to avoid you, but your surprise really, you know. touching la! I know how pig you are.

we hugged in bed, cuddled.

me : you didn’t sleep the past 2 nights?

her : yup. you are really good. you know me so well.

me : i think so bah. still got so much to know. your mind is an ocean of secrets leh. act Rose from titanic…

her : haha. can’t believe you actually watched it.

me : i hate it though. so many loopholes. you should go watch the spoof versions on youtube. come on lo. Leo is not even half my size…. they could have at least shown him searching futilely for another piece of wreckage what.

her : tsk. movie la.

me : our story is also good enough for drama

her : nothing to be proud of.

me : you cried last night. do you know why? sorry. i lost control while you slept, drunk.

her : I did?

me : yup. what was that about??? did raj ever do that to you?

her : erm. no. never. ever..

me : sure?

her : yes i swear to you.

me : ok.

her : where’s my phone ah?

me : there. on the table. why ah?

her : need to text my mother.

me : is it urgent? I got something to tell you.

her : huh? one more thing?

me : no la. don’t worry. should make you feel more at ease, but you have to be calm and see the benefit of it ok.

her : erm. sounds like a crazy idea again.

me : no. come sit up.. ( I went to my desk, took her phone and the other one… handed it to her) stay calm ok. you recognise this?

her : how come you have this? erm. wait. is this?

me : yes. i took it from him during the boot trip. he thought he dropped it off the boat.

her : huh? but why?

me : erm. you promise to remain calm? and not start to overthink things?

her : yes.

me : i want you to hug me and not let go. if you loosen your hug, I will know you are overthinking… (she hugged me from behind, i checked her hand) ok good, you are still wearing.

her : of course la! i never once took it off!

me : good. ok. remain calm ok. this was what happened.

I told her what we conversed at #5’s dinner, and what happened on the boat. every single part, including the money I gave him to shut him up and keep him from feeling cheated.

her : goodness! you gave him so much!

me : it’s a good deal. you can have a full peace of mind from now on.. it’s worth it. money can earn back. potential rubbish from him in the future cannot be compared de.

her : I already made his sign an agreement.

me : but he can still stupid enough to lose the phone….

her : true. (she hugged me so tight, i felt my cheek get wet) thank you so much ok. i’ve been living in fear actually. but learnt to ignore it over time.

me : it’s ok. it’s normal leh. don’t be a perfectionist la. we all make mistakes de. eh are you crying???

her : tears of touched by your heroic actions.

me : exaggerate sia ( in chinese) … ok… what do we do with it now? reset and erase everything? Or you want to take a look at the chat with his friend. I think it will give you full closure.

her : i don’t know.

me : good. in the past, you’d choose to just erase and pretend that the problem never happened.

her : i know what you mean. can you give me some time to decide?

me : sure. let’s go for breakfast?

her : can we bring some stuff to my parents? ( i remember the tedious chore)

me : you know my answer one leh. I can’t say no to you anymore. yeah. last night I actually looked at you, as Y. imagined again, what if…. but the answer was the same. probably we divorced by now.

her : yup. i agree. I wasn’t very nice to you in the past. I did try. but just didn’t feel it in the past. teo messed me up. the distrust. the constant suspicion. I think you’d be so sick of me, and also, we quarrel so much like the way we did before we broke off.

me : haha which break ?

her : we only broke once. you don’t malign me hor. i never left you once. i never stop wearing ring.

me : i know la. me too. yup, I was an ass. I would want a lot of sex with you but you’d always be rejecting me. yup. sure divorce. ok let’s go.

we worked together to settle the chore for her parents. she kept checking if was ok, she knew how much i hated it, but it was ok. by the time we went back to our new ‘home’, it was already almost evening.

her : I think I’m ready.

I handed her the phone.

me : you want my company? or you prefer to do it alone.

her : I thought we do everything from now on together?

me : yes. you are right.

I hugged her from the side, but my head was behind hers, sniffing her hair. I realised her hair was still tied, perhaps from earlier today when we did the chores. more convenient. she actually still have her spectacles on. or was she pretending that she was Y to feel more at ease?

me : wait, did he ever hug you like this before?

her : nope. we hardly ever hugged. it was never a relationship.

I hugged her tighter. there was a long silence, i could hear her scrolling. tapping. I was expecting to feel her tears on my shoulder but didn’t.

her : ok. i’m done.

I didn’t move, so she can have more time to think without facing me.

me : how do you feel?

her : not too good.

me : heartbreak?

her : don’t think that’s the feeling . doesn’t make sense to feel heartbreak, i don’t feel any love for him. it was never love bah i guess. just a stupid being led on and wanted a short cut thing. you read my chat with him?

me : yup. I told you earlier, remember? maybe there was too much information to absorb this morning.

her : yup. sorry.

me : i’m sorry to invade your privacy.

her : i’ve done that to you before too. it’s ok.

me : so we aren’t that kind of couple? can see each other’s phone as and when we like. cannot get upset or anything. you ok?

her : is you ok ma. haha.

me : actually i think that feels good. in the past, like had to hide from you. but now. i think it feels really good, i trust you ok. to not bail on me if i ever screw up again.

her : same for me. so much has happened. what worse can there be?

me : yup yup. so how do you feel now?

her : mostly ashamed of myself? stupid? like really naive and stupid.

me : did you suspect in the past? you aren’t stupid at all one lo.

her : i think i just kept those suspicions at bay. wanted the easy way out I suppose… kept fooling myself, he was so nice to me at first, I can somehow convince him to treat me like he did when we first met.

me : oh wait. you have to read his log with #1.

her : ok. what’s the passcode again?

i spent my time sniffing her neck while I waited, rested my head on her until she shifted her shoulder blade to stretch a little.

me : what exactly happened between you and #1?

her : she thinks I stole her client, and that’s why i got promoted. there’s some truth to that, but I didn’t steal from her. She wasn’t doing things the right way in the first place, and she just discredits every single sacrifice and time I’ve put in to that moment. she just wants to blame me for her own failures.

me : you still have to deal with her?

her : nope. no more contact.

me : good la. peace.

her : hope she has her peace too.

me : you truly have closure. you done reading.

her : yup. it’s not a lot.

me : how are you feeling now?

her : still mostly stupid. and thankful to have you? the way he treats women. just see us as objects. teo also.

me : that’s my best brother you are talking about.

her : can i be honest?

me : yes. anytime. every time.

her : i really liked him. thought he was the one. I also sort knew, you liked me. but I don’t know why, some how I’ve always just thought you and #3 might be a better match. you are nicer than teo. but maybe, that bad boy feeling he gives?

me : erm…. teo’s cute polar bear like me also leh.

her : haha. i know la. not hunk. but you know. you are too nice. i’m not that nice.

me : i think i know what you mean, so when you are nice to me, it feels exceptionally nice. why do you think i start to annoy you recently?

her : you ah….. i really have no more words, how you know me so well and what I need.

me : anything else? about teo?

her : i guess. the ‘good feeling’ (in chinese) is still there. even though i hated him for almost making me his mistress.

me : not mistress bah. he usually just do once only.

her : i mean affair or what. but . i see him, i don’t feel angry. maybe it’s a long time ago. but yes. nice feeling is still there. i’m sorry.

me : you are sorry for what? it’s normal. i admit i had some sweet feelings towards #5. ok you don’t mind, my turn to share?

her : ok… but hmmm. i really never suspect that.

me : i don’t know also. she’s not usually my type, but maybe i don’t have a type. but she can be very sweet, very wifey. you know. she’s not like you, can be independent. she’s very dependant.

her : do you need me to be like that?

me : oh no . man. i almost swore. definitely no. I don’t think I can stand her for one whole day. it was just, in the moment kind of thing. it felt good in that moment. really. i admit. no more lies. it felt good. but it’s the regret that comes after. like. no thank you . really i don’t want her. i’m just glad she didn’t blow the whole thing up, or become sticky to me.

her : wow. that’s a lot of truth….. you really have so much trust me already. i can feel it. this is so weird. we are like both so calm. so zen.

me : yes yes! you feel it too? but back to the dependant thing. i change my answer ok. maybe? sometimes?

her : what do you like most about me?

me : in the past? i don’t know also. i knew you were single, no bf before. so thought, easy target to have a fuck buddy relationship…….. wah you never smack me??? hey. are we ok???

her : yeah ah. why not. why must smack?

me : you always do that! you numb towards me already???

her : no la. just accept that this is life? that s the normal. i’m the odd ball.

me : don’t say that. you are just a rare gem…. that was my FIRST intention, but when you finally gave me a chance, I’m sure you could tell I wasn’t just dating you for that right?

her : yup. you are not like raj. raj was obviously, just wanting that.. .that.

me : fuck buddy relationship.

her : yes…. actually. no. he only wanted to get #1. but my $ tempted him to want more.

[1231231233]

me : my dear, there was lust from him also la. don’t sell yourself short. his friend also wanted you. if not, he wouldn’t risk something so risky.

her : ok. back to us. please.

me : erm…. yup. i was ok without the sex you realise?

her : yup. we lasted longer than I expected you to be able to wait.

me : I think, i was very unbalanced. i could feel like, you were embarrassed about me, that’s what made me give it up lo.

her : you weren’t wrong. sometimes I wished you were teo back then. more decisive. but your good points always outweighs teo ok. i always knew that. I was just waiting for you to propose.

me : yup. so as to your earlier question, what I love most about you, love, not like. it was the sweet personality initially, then saw your figure. your boobs la. you got no ass. sad.

that got some huge smacks from her and good laughs from both of us…

her : i will go research what exercises to make my butt bigger. don’t worry. and and?

me : our 1st relationship? sweet feeling from you, and body. now? it’s the sweet side, the petty side, the wild side, your dressing, your sexual hunger, your body definitely, but your face. goodness. your face. with specs, no specs. i see liao just feel horny. haha. but DEFINITELY NOT the act hero side, push me to #3. you do that again, I will just move in and stay with your parents. see how you get rid of me.

her : haha ok ok. i will find other tactics. what about #3? i’ve already admitted to teo. your turn.

me : i know, she’s sweet, busty, others think she damn pretty, long legs. but since when have you known me not to go for who I want? 10 women leh.. and you BOTH were single that time! maybe curious to see her boobs during the hen’s night, #1… or what. but nothing more than that. i’m a guy after all.

her : you knew what #1 and #5 did to you?

me : yeah. damn disgusting. especially #5 back then. super disgusting. I think i was hoping you will join in. cos I really didn’t know how else to get close to you le. do you remember, I kind of jerked and pushed #5 away? the first time?

her : nope.

me : what about you and her? #5. any quarrels recently? or what? the way she came at me.

her : just some disagreements. but nothing major.

me : what happened with her? did she tell you about me?

her : she just walked away from me in tears. and avoided me for many days… and the way mother hugged me and sayang me… i could guess lo.

me : ok. at least she didn’t purposely try to sabotage us alike #1 did.

her : in a way she did la. i believe you when you say she was the one who initiated everything. I’ve seen the way she lusted after you. she always wanted you i guess.

me : can I show you something? but you just watch the first part only ok. I’m not trying to hurt you or what, and I’ve already been honest with you.

her : ok.

I took my camera from the drawer. didn’t have to search because the last time I hid it at the corner and hit record, #5 was here with me. my fiancé watched the first part. she saw everything for herself and started to rub my arm.

her : i should have trusted you ok?

me : no la. but it was still wrong of me. ok please stop liao. the second part, might be hurtful for you. I lost control.

her : no it’s ok. I want the truth. no more hiding.

she watched, she listened as #5 spread her legs and asked me to fuck her. she saw me lose control and fuck #5 hard…. then passed the camera back to me to turn it off.

me : i’m sorry ok. it was really, just in the moment.

her : i know. i had this lapse with raj also, when he lied to me about you dumping me.

me : at least you had a tough history with him. mine was just…. blatantly weak.

her : no ok. not just that. sorry. i really need to tell you a few things.

me : ok sure. go ahead.. we can have a late dinner.

her : please don’t blame teo for anything ok, I really fed him a lot of alcohol. he was drunk.

me : yup. i saw his face in the video, it was red and he can really drink.

her : erm. I guess, i wanted to force myself to have the courage to convince you to break up with me . I told myself to enjoy with teo… forced myself to enjoy it with him, to make the video look convincing. but at some point, i also lost control. I enjoyed it with him also…………….

me : did you drink also?

her : no. I’m sorry…. but I kept crying, cos I hated myself for enjoying it. i think it’s because he didn’t push most of his penis in when he started to ram. it was hitting my special spot.

me : it’s ok . at least you are honest… no wonder your eyes were red. so those moans at the end were real I guess?

she nodded.

her : there’s more…… (she hugged me tight) after i turned the video off. I got up to check on him, he shoot on the floor. like dizzy…. I went to help him sit on the bed………. somehow he started to kiss me, and I kissed him back…….. he was really drunk and lost control again… i didn’t stop him………. it was painful at first. and it became very meaningless……. it was like, I just enjoyed being with him even though it was painful….. are you ok?

me : yup. just a bit shocked. so was it like erm…. how i was with #5.

her : yes.

me : then how do you feel now? like you have feelings for him?

her : a bit. but not love. just. i don’t know. that sweet feeling that’s all. but he really has no idea ok. he knock out. i had to wake him and shamefully get him to drive home even though he was still high.

me : you like big cocks or you like him?

her : him. what about you? do you still like #5?

me : hmmm.. maybe? like? i don’t know. but mostly not bah.

her : i mean. not for dating or relationship or marriage. but like. just lust . you have for her?

me : maybe. a bit. but no craving. is that what you have for teo?

her : no craving… i hope it’s permanent. i don’t know. but not so strong that i will do something crazy la. am i really damaged?

me : damaged? or more like, you are just being brave and confronting how your body feels? like previously you had this idea of yourself as being not wild, and pure. and kept all these at bay? maybe just accept it as part of you? so it’s easier to handle.

her : ok. i’m sorry ok. if this is too much for you, I can understand.

me : lucky is teo la. i’m just worried i lose you to some other guy. that’s all that is too much for me.

her : i belong to you. i promise…

me : then is my cock still big enough for you?

her : of course. it’s not the size. it’s the feeling. the so right feeling.

me : yes. i realised that also. erm… when i…

her : with #5?

me : yes. sorry.

her : sorry for? feeling right with her or?

me : no no… for my mistake, but i realise what i have with you after the mistake with her.

her : what about your prev 10? any right feeling?

me : nope none. you were my longest relationship, commitment wise. not 10 la. think about 8. some were divorcees or single mothers. I’m not some hunk. casual ones. nothing to be proud of. sorry, I won’t be telling you about them ok. you ok with that?

her : erm…. ok. I don’t need to know perhaps. so we can omit people if we don’t feel like sharing?

me : yup. why not. just be comfortable?

her : ok.

me : back to you. really, i’ve proven it to you already, can commit to a relationship, sort of. how long we lasted previously? 6 months?

her : almost going 7.

me : holy fk… i went 6 months plus without sex with anyone. gosh, we didn’t even celebrate monthly anniversaries back then…

her : sorry.. yearly can le la. you know i’m not that kind.

me : agreed. we too old for that.

her : you didn’t shoot for 7 months?

me : eh stop trying to upgrade our ex rship hor. haha. but got shoot la. by myself. sometimes on your panties, whenever i had the chance. sorry for being disgusting.

her : I KNEW IT! that was one of the things I found disgusting back then. like a reason not to be with you. but now thinking back, i was too uptight.

me : you had your reasons. it’s ok. they weren’t wrong. i’m disgusting anyway. but yup. the rest were just for fucking. only you could make me just, settle down. like be not restless… then you? how did you start with raj? sorry I read the chat. it was disturbingly fast. just a few days? if her raped you the first time, just say it ok?

i suddenly remembered the way she cried the last times I pinned her down and fuck.

her : It was just the timing.. I almost dated someone but backed off, so had some regrets. then raj came into the picture, he kept flitting ,sweet talk. there were signs he was an ass, but I just didn’t want to have regrets of losing another relationship again.

me : wait, who was the someone you dated?

her : I thought you said can omit?

me : ok ok. then? you asked him for CPR right?

her : no. first aid. i didn’t lie to you the last time you asked…

me : wah. sneaky. ok then ?

her : he asked me to get beers, so I can remember better if I practice after drinking, can commit to memory better. I admit, something was going to happen. i knew. but. something about him, the way he talks? i don’t know. I don’t find him handsome or anything. he makes me very aroused, his words and the way he treats me when he’s nice.. i let him teach me stuff, first aid. then cpr. it was sensual, i was really weak, couldn’t even stop him from advancing. it was enjoyable also. made me become stupid. he always never reply, use kid and work as excuses. doesn’t pick my calls. it just made me become even more desperate… he just kept escalating his demands …. … … … …

she told me everything, maybe she knew i’ve already read through their chats, but she stuck true to everything. there were tears, but she wasn’t that upset anymore. It was disgusting to hear, but I realise she needed to tell me herself, for her own closure.

me : i’m really sorry you had to go through all that ok? but if you didn’t go through him, perhaps very likely, we won’t have what we have now. and what we have now is perfect. sorry for being selfish la. it’s perfect to me. perhaps you could have had a #3 kind of life with someone else without raj. maybe that guy you almost dated before raj. but i’m just glad it all happened so i can have you.

her : me too. by the way, you said he kept the pictures?

me : yup. in that photo vault app.

her : you saw ?

me : yes. i’m sorry.

her : i’m sorry too.

me : no. he manipulated you. there’s a difference. you did it because you were desperate to keep him, not because you enjoyed being a slut.

her : thank you ok.

me : what about on the boat. when he make me pass out? can tell me the truth what happened?

she moved and dug her head into my shoulder : i’m sorry ok.

[taxma]

Nice update TS, more please

[lovebj83]

Nice story writing style TS, up you some humble points.

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this was my understanding of what really happened.

I passed out, raj pushed me to lie down.

Goaded her into suck my cock, kept telling her, that’s not the way you sucked me. I think you prefer mine.

He kept touching her at the same time, the alcohol in her didn’t help, she was weak, especially when he rubbed her nipples….. eventually fingering her.

She told him to spite him, to show him she didn’t enjoy his fingering even though she was too weak to stop him : “his cock is way bigger, it’s so much more shoik”

he got angry and pressed her face on my cock, then fucked her doggy. she couldn’t stop him at all,

After I cum, raj flipped her over and missionary her.

she admitted, they locked lips when they fucked beside me. but maybe 5 minutes in, she woke up from her trance and tried to stop him, but he pinned her down. she kept shaking me to wake me up but I didn’t.

raj cummed inside her despite her screaming at him not to, but no one came.

when she meant she can resist him, she was referring to the part where she tried to stop him mid way in their sex, especially AFTER she had already succumbed to her inner desires for him. which made her sure, she could resist him. i realised, that was the reason she cried when I fucked her that way as well?

she took pill when we returned home, and she went for health check as well. she assured me that she checked raj’s phone before, he doesn’t have much $ to play around, or was able to sleep around also. it made sense as raj would behave a bit more like teo if he was really as womaniser as he thought he was of himself….

we both agreed on that.

I pulled her shirt backwards gently without her noticing, I noticed that her nipples were erected as she told me.

me : did teo use condom with you?

her : don’t think so. but he was drunk.

me : then the first time?

her : don’t think so.

me : i think he has feelings for you also.

her : why?

me : cos usually he’s not interested after one time. rarely ever a second. but with you. he wanted more.

her : erm ok. so?

me : no la. just saying. so don’t sell yourself short. you are a sexy and attractive woman.

her : okay… doesn’t matter.

me : shall we text him ? Oh yeah, I haven’t updated him we are ok.

her : yup you better. i could tell he was really worried about you.

I took my phone and her phone to her. she gave me the puzzled look…

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me : bro we ok already. she got something to tell you herself.

me : btw, thanks for saving our marriage. you really set my head straight before letting me go.

teo : no problem bro. just glad and relieved.

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her : hi

teo : hi. glad to hear you two ok.

her : sorry. I manipulated you. and made you drive off even though you were drunk. could have been serious.

teo : no need sorry la. past is past.

replying to - [her : nope. i’m sober. and I mean it. yours is very nice. the best I ever had.]
— i knew you will show him our chat, that’s why I typed this.

teo : i knew it.

replying to - [her : who says I didn’t enjoy?]
— I wasn’t lying.

teo : you drunk again is it?


(i started a group and added my fiancé and my best brother replied to teo at the same time “yeah she wasn’t lying”, along with a picture of her using her phone]

Group chat - happy times

teo : wah what this group for?

me : pre wedding plans chat?

teo : oh ok.

her : hi.

me : [video of her smiling, and myself smiling]

me : bro she not drunk. i not drunk. don’t worry. we really ok.

teo : oh ok.

teo : i don’t know what to say also leh.

me : she got something else to tell you also. remember clear chat later.

Group chat name changed by teo - #6+ J wedding plans

I changed it to #6 - J wedding prep.

her : sorry for making you drink so much..

teo : it’s ok la. if didn’t drink, then surely cannot perform.

teo : i mean the act.

teo : not skills.

me : hahaha funny

me : we all ok here. don’t worry about misunderstandings

her : you two ah.

her : i’m here you know???

me : so bro, my fiancé admitted she enjoyed already, then you?

teo : wah laoooo don’t ask this please.

me : no need to be shy la.

me : reply quick leh. she’s smacking me so hard now.

teo : i was drunk. sorry bro.

me : what does that mean?

teo : eh don’t la.

me : just say la. she’s waiting.

me : sian kena smack again.

teo : got la.

teo : i went after her in the past also what. obvious.

me : haha good to be open about this.

me : why is she so quiet ah?

her : what?

me : i thought you have something to tell him?

teo : what?

her : I don’t think you can remember. you were really drunk. we did another time after the first.

teo : i’m so sorry. really drunk and lost control.

me : no need sorry la. you two can flirt all you two want. just do it here. but dear, if you want to make me jealous and spice things up, you can flirt with him privately, but show me in the end. ok everything has been said in black and white here liao. no more worry or suspicion for all parties involved. ok?

her : ok.

teo : ok.


(Teo pm me again : you two really ok?)

(me : yes, really really good. she told me about the fertility already)

(Teo : i’m so sorry about that ok)

(me : it’s ok.)


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me : so was that why, you enjoyed with ow and teo at the same time? the experience from the boat?

her : i didn’t say i enjoyed leh!

me : i could tell. it’s ok…

her : then did you enjoy with both women?

me : nope. maybe if one of it is you, and another… perhaps…

her : #5?

me : maybe? depends on how fat she is la. or maybe others i’m attracted to.

her : erm ok……. i’m still not used to you being so open……… but it’s ok. i will try to be.

me : thank you. so was that why?

her : i think so. that experience maybe messed me up also..

me : not messed you up la. just exposed.

her : true. but i don’t have cravings for it ok.

me : it’s ok if you do. really. we can pretend or role play. if we really end up without kids, we need such spice to keep going eventually.

her : ok.

I realised I shouldn’t have brought that up. it affected her again, it was bad. she went to the toilet to wash her face. didn’t even let me in to console her. when she eventually came out, she put on a brave front, but let me hug.

we went for a late dinner, she was in t-shirt and shorts, but with her contact lenses worn.

after dinner,

me : let’s go for some romantic walk?

her : can go to my place?

me : oh ok. by the way how’s the house showings ah?

her : nothing much.

we talked normally on the drive back…. reached her place…

me : so we staying here tonight? or you need me to help you replace memories with teo?

her : erm. no need. i think .. better if i just keep it. so, sorry i’ll be honest, I won’t be temped to make new ones.

me : erm. ok. as long as you are comfortable. so we spending the night here tonight or?

she sat me down on the bed.

her : there’s one more thing I need you to know……. I cheated on you after you told me about #5.

me : huh? what? wait… what are you trying to do again??

her : no i’m not trying to do anything. I just want to tell you the truth about every thing.

me : no. you are lying. it’s the pregnant thing again, I saw your reaction just now. please. stop this ok.

she got up, looked around the room.. then went to the part where the mattress lines up against the wall and window. she asked me to help her shift the mattress outwards… then bent to swipe the corner with her finger……..

there was some things on her finger.

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Originally Posted by 1231231233

her : there’s one more thing I need you to know……. I cheated on you after you told me about #5.

me : huh? what? wait… what are you trying to do again??

her : no i’m not trying to do anything. I just want to tell you the truth about every thing.

me : no. you are lying. it’s the pregnant thing again, I saw your reaction just now. please. stop this ok.

she got up, looked around the room.. then went to the part where the mattress lines up against the wall and window. she asked me to help her shift the mattress outwards… then bent to swipe the corner with her finger……..

there was some things on her finger.

Seems like your worst nightmare is here. She fucked with someone you don't know. So this is the guy she dated before Raj. Driving the white "normal" car?

Sigh.....

[charliznikolas]

Great share, shall wait here for more juicy updates

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she showed it to me.

it was a few black curly hair. it was body hair. definitely NOT MINE. or teo. it was those short chest hair, or hand hair. Teo is hairless mostly on his body, and his bush is thick and long. I trim my pubic hair, and I’m mostly hairless as well.

I sat down, stunned. pulled her finger in and took another look. and pushed her hand away. i was speechless. she sipped her hands together and sat down and hugged me tight.

her : i don’t want you to leave me. please don’t leave me.

I didn’t know how to reply.

me : I really cannot believe it. why you keep going back to him???? after all that has happened… the way he treats you. I really cannot believe. why he has this power over you.

her : trust me ok. it’s not him. it’s someone else. the person I almost dated before raj.

me : what?? who?

her : my property agent.

me : what??? who lai de??

her : he’s the one I almost dated before raj.

me : you just keep repeating the same stuff. are you sure it’s not raj???? just tell me the truth.

her : yes. it’s really not him.

me : how come you are not sorry at all?

her : i am. but i thought we should be fully honest and not blame anymore?

me : yup. you are right. but. this is so damn different. goodness. mine was a weak mistake. and I was weak because of you!

her : i was weak too, and it was because of you…. but it’s no excuse.

me : I rather you not tell me. this is WAY TOO MUCH info in such a short time.

her : but you are the one who wanted us to come forth with everything.

me : i know. i guess, i over estimated myself….

her : do you want to know what happened or?

me : no. no. please. stop already….

i sort of pushed her away.

her : maybe your concept on how we should progress is not right for us?

me : and what do you mean by that?

her : maybe. we shouldn’t have tempted fate? engage with #1 and raj. your bachelor’s….. all these. maybe we really shouldn’t even have such acts.

me : you are blaming me?

her : no. i’m just suggesting. can you don’t be so defensive? we are on the same side remember? what do you think?

me : i don’t know. you’ve always been so weak towards raj. i don’t know. avoid all our lives? or help you get closure? i don’t know

her : yup. i have closure now. but the process it took for me to get there, caused you so much her and cost you so much money.

me : it’s worth it then. then this property agent???

her : you ready to hear?

me : no. erm. i’m sorry. I need time to calm down.

her : ok. shall we go back?

me : i mean. you and teo. i’m ok. really. really like super ok about it. really.

her : i know i know. I’m sorry. I admit, I wanted to just do it to make myself feel more balanced, so I wouldn’t be so stupid to break with you. to just run away.

we kept silent for awhile.

her : I did consider, just starting afresh with him.

me : who?

her : my prop, i mean the property agent.

me : too much info. can you slow down.

her : ok.

I lay on the bed. she hugged me, head on my chest.

her : is there anything I can do to make it better?

me : just let me calm down first ok?

I sort of pushed her away and got up. went to watch tv on the sofa. I heard her change the sheets in there. vacuum, shower etc. about 20 minutes later, she came over, in a black nightie and drying her hair.

her : can I suggest something?

me : ok.

her : maybe you let me tell you what happened, then you may feel better?

me : i don’t know. I don’t want to deal with it at all.

her : do you want me to call Teo? ask him come over to talk to you? since he managed to save us the other time.

me : no need. I don’t want him to know about you and raj or YOUR property agent. i didn’t tell him.

her : ok..

me : if you ever need to make jealous. use teo. no one else. understood???

her : ok. I wasn’t trying to make you jealous. i was trying to make myself feel more balanced. so I won’t get angry and break up with you. sorry for being selfish.

me : my brain can process and side with you. but my body cannot. really. i don’t know why.. give me time.

her : maybe I give you a distraction. take your mind off this first?

me : no I don’t want sex.

her : i know. (she handed my phone to me, sat beside me and used her phone.. ) would you like me to flirt with him?

me : huh? for what?

her : distraction?

me : why would that distract me???

her : I saw your expression earlier… and also… in the past… the way you looked at me with ow… with teo… it’s an expression no matter how hard I tried to dress up for you or go to your office… could never replicate…. i’m doing this for you ok. trust me?

me : ok. it’s weird though.

her : i observe you also ok? like how you ….. when are …….. (something about me pushing my anger aside)

me : do I ? i mean. oh shit. you are good. i didn’t even realise I do that….. so my expression earlier during the group chat confirmed your suspicions.

her : it’s not just you knowing me well liao hor. I know you too. I made the mistake ok, now let me navigate and help you get closure eventually. or rather my turn to take over, ok?

me : ok.

her : I need you to hug me first. to know you still want me.

me : what nonsense. of course still want la….

she sat closer to me and let me hug.

her : you are more calm now?

me : actually. yes. hmmm. wow. i guess it’s not just teo who can calm me down and set me to think properly.

her : i am going to be your wife. that role better be mine… i’m still going to be your wife right? ….. oei??

me : yes yes…. just trying remember, who else can handle me like the way you do…. (i remembered the two ex colleagues, the aunty and the younger one)

her : hehe. that’s good. are you ready ?

me : ok.


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her : hi hi.

teo has a habit to reply fast.

teo : hi hi to who?

her : I need to hi hi to my fiancé here meh ?

teo : haha true. sis smartest.

she nudged me to join in.

me : agreed.

teo : what’s up? where you two? need me to fetch again is it?

her : no ah. just relaxing at home (condo). you?

teo : at home.


she looked like she was at a loss, not sure what to do next or type next….. she kept checking my reaction to see my expression.


teo : sure you two ok?

me : yup. no la just bored. don’t worry.

I pulled her in closer, took a selfie together and sent showed her asking for permission to send.. there was ample cleavage revealed in the photo.

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me : retake another one?

her : you want to send right?

me : i don’t know.

her : just send la. I can hear your heart beating os fast. it’s ok.

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me : [image- our selfie]

teo : bro you got problem. sis, please cane him.

her : why?

teo : he said you two are bored when you are so hot.

her : hot meh? he doesn’t think so leh.

teo : bro you got problem.

my fiancé poked at my penis. fuck. she was right…… she bent over and lay her head on my stomach… started to kiss my shorts and continued to use her phone.

her : he see until sian already. maybe i’m not hot enough.

teo : you hot la sis. i help you have a good talk with him on monday.

me : no need bro…. already being punished…

me : [ video of her lying on my stomach, not blowing me but using her phone, ample of her compressed cleavage shown]

teo : you two funny la. good la. you lucky bro. kio a gem i told you..

me : if gem will blow me already.

her : you wait long long.

me : see what i mean.

her : he not even hard lo. told you he see til sian le..

teo : see bro, it’s your fault.

me : haha you really find her hot meh. prove it.

teo : how to prove. you siao ah.

she flipped my shorts and pulled my penis out. I was semi hard, she was fast… i felt my cock go in her mouth, with her head still on my stomach. she selfie mode video herself… made some adjustments ….. then pressed sent.

it was blue ticked immediately, me and teo watched it….

she didn’t show her full face, just my penis in her mouth, then she opened it wide and let my semi hard penis fall away. there was ample cleavage shown as well.

her : see. told you he’s not had. never appreciate me already.

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she put her phone away immediately, there were some vibrations. she took my phone away as well.

her : how you feeling now?

she asked me with one hand on my penis, my fully erected penis…

me : you did that on purpose? for me?

her : yup. you like it?

me : i hate to say it. but yes. shit. you really know me. eh he’s replying. you don’t want to see?

her : who cares about him.

she pulled me up and guide me to the bed.. she stripped me down real fast......... she sat on the bed and started to suck me off. for some reason, I loved it at first, but somehow, she knew. I lost the mood. she stopped blowing me and sat me down…

her : let me explain ok?

me : not tonight ok….

her : ok… are you able to be with me tonight?

me : I don’t know.

her : I can go back to my parents’…

me : no need..

her : you don’t trust me to be alone right?

me : no i do. just don’t need ok.

she went out of the bedroom and brought our phones over….

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teo : wah you two damn fun la. too bad L (his wife) never ever be like that.

teo : bro what you waiting for?

teo : i see liao also buay tahan. see

teo : message deleted.

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I laughed, she hugged me from behind.

her : what do you think he deleted?

me : a picture of his cock la. we didn’t reply him, and he got paiseh. he doesn’t get horny this fast. you really turn him on easily…

her : maybe I’m the one who got away ma… what would you like me to do?

me : i don’t know. i thought you know me well?

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her : buay tahan what?

her : force me to do this?

she handed her phone, already in WhatsApp video mode, and she started to suck my cock and look up at it, the moment she heard me start the record…….

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me : you sure you want me to send this??

her : i leave it up to you ok?

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for some reason, the way she looked at the camera and sucked me off, it reminded of how she sucked raj’s cock. but she looked even more expressive here. worse. more slut. I couldn’t help but press send!

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me : [video of her sucking my cock, midway, she even removed her camisole and continued to suck]

it was blue ticked very quickly…. he didn’t reply for awhile.

her : see, he so mean. force me but don’t want to pleasure me….

teo : eh you two be careful leh. don’t send wrong group…

teo : shit la. you give me hard on. have to hide in toilet, later L ask why…

me : sure bo??

teo : [image of his erected cock in his shorts, can see floor bathroom tiles]

her : so big.

me : yeah lo bigger than mine. see la, your fault she don’t want mine already.

her : nonsense. I want both.

she looked at me, completely like a slut. ( “how? you like it?”…. she knew me well. i lost control and pushed her back on the bed, spread and start to ram her hard and fast. she wasn’t that wet until I aimed he g spot)

teo : you two drunk la…

her : nope. never drink at all. see he’s angry already. ramming me so hard.

her : [video which showed my tummy first, then my penis in and out of her pussy. this prompted me to adjust our bodies and hit her g spot hard and fast. she started to scream loudly……. she then pointed the video at her own face. “sorry. I lied… his my favourite, not you.” ]

she then threw the phone away… she reached forward to pull me. I didn’t, just kept ramming her to punish her. she kept her eyes looking at me….

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her : i want you… only you… only youuuuu….

the moment she said that, I suddenly felt something… slowed down ramming…… she could tell…. our phones vibrated a few more times in sync…

her : should we ask Teo over?

me : I thought you know me well?

her : i know you well enough to know you can take the truth already. that the truth will help you see that it meant nothing to me.

me : ok..

her : where would you like me to begin?

me : beginning.

her : he was the property agent. there was nothing at first. after the process was complete, I remember it was the week after #3’s wedding, he waited after a month and asked if I was interested to have dinner with him. I turned him down…. something really bad happened at work about a month later. he asked me out that weekend, said he wanted to talk me about referrals and commission. We had coffee and that was it.. he looked like he was bored with me so I didn’t think anything about it. When the work was done, minimal, he offered to her me move in. Was quite surprised with his timing as well. He helped me a lot, and I started buying him dinners for 2 weekends in a row. nothing happened. the third Saturday, he suddenly planned this romantic dinner which scared me off. the next monday… the WhatsApp group…. the raj messaged me… you ok so far?

me : yes. continue.

her : 7 weeks of torture with raj. then..

me : you were with him for 7 weeks?

her : nope. 8. 1st week was ok.

me : ok. then?

her : you saw his messages? after #4 wedding? he was begging me to give him a second chance

me : ok so?

her : I was tempted. it was not easy. I blocked him, but still felt the urge to give it another try.

me : cos you miss the sex or what?

her : no. just didn’t want to be alone. the last one. i don’t know. maybe yes. physically alone also.. I knew I was weak..

me : you sure it’s just was? not still is?

her : i know you are upset ok. but you are hurting me now. please?

me : sorry.

[1231231233]

her : that was why I called Santhosh.

me : who?

her : the property agent.

me : ok. called him for?

her : for company. i don’t know. to date or something like that. I didn’t know who else to call. i did text you.

she showed me her phone, she had already prepared the screen shot…… the screen shot was taken days ago… there were several messages.

me : you could have called though. or sms.

her : i thought you just chose not to read my messages. (my unread messages number marker on WhatsApp is 3 digits)

me : you prepared this before hand, why?

her : I wanted you to know the truth. and I don’t want to lose you.

me : why fuck teo then? you could have just told me this.

her : I don’t know. I didn’t think you’d believe me, and you will forgive me. sorry.. can you please understand why I did what I did? those stupid things.

me: actually, it’s not stupid. nothing wrong with you dating the agent. what happened? you still have the chat history with him?

her : i’m sorry. i cleared them all.. in embarrassment.

me : nothing to be embarrassed about.

her : ashamed? I didn’t really want anything to happen. just his company. I cooked for him, like, you know. to apologise for the way I treated him our last time. he brought food to cook for me but I turned him away. I was just dressed plainly in t-shirt and shorts.. he brought wine, we drank. I guess, even though I was dressed plainly, the way raj hated, but he was very attracted to me…. it was touching, he was attentive. I didn’t stop him when he wanted to get intimate.

me : so you let him fuck?

her : you are hurting me again.

me : sorry. don’t mind my words… i’m bitter now. just ignore me.

her : I know. it’s ok. just vent it out.. and yes. I didn’t stop him. but. no, we didn’t fuck.. he spent a long time licking me, i climaxed. and realised that I was rushing things. he wanted more, but i just told him i’m not ready but blew for him.

me k then? you two dated?

her : not really. he’s younger. 5 years. we had a talk the next morning, I didn’t want to repeat the mistake like I did with raj. he is nicer, could talk things out like a reasonable person, non manipulative. he told me directly, what he wanted.

me : and what was that?

her : he was too young to decide to settle down. he told me he just wanted my company, and hoped I enjoyed his. He was ok that I date others and if I found true love, he’d give me his blessings. It sounded like a good arrangement, temporarily to help me move on from raj. He said he didn’t want to give me hope, but maybe, never know. we spend more time together, he might fall for me. and he was ok with us not having sex, until I was ready…

me : so you two have never fucked ? only until I tell you about #5?

her : no. I was with him for a week. we never fuck… just oral…… i needed the distraction so I can move on from raj… we were like dating, even went for baking together…. was starting to feel like a real couple, real relationship. but just so happened, he had his reservist the next week. the week, there was a horrible day. it was a thursday. i found out #1 had been spreading the rumours.. that I slept with client. it was very bad. I was quite traumatised. needed company… he was at reservist…. I even texted you again…

she showed me the screen shot.. it really sounded desperate…. “please give me another chance, I promise I will try ok?”

at that point, it occurred to me that I never checked her phone to read her message history with mine……. and the baking… the photo holding someone’s hand was not raj. it was this guy….

her : i even considered teo. but didn’t want to break up his family. risk it i mean…. I was drunk at home, and I texted raj.. found some excuse to get him to come over…… he was nice and sweet. but wanted to do horrible things to me again. I stopped him and kicked him out………. when Santhosh came back the next day, I did with him. out of guilt. but not much feeling.

me : so you weren’t lying when you said I was your third?

her : i wasn’t….

me : was his big?

her : nope. very small. about ow size. but his licking was good.. very patient.

me : so that’s why you enjoyed with ow? cos he reminded you of him?

her : no. ow was different. more patient.

me : so how long you fuck this guy?

her : that weekend only. I remember, monday, #2 and #3 both said they can’t go for the trip, for #5. #3 was the one who suggested you to plan for it. she told me you were single.

me : oh. you are right. I bumped into her around that period.

her : I ended things with santhosh immediately ok ? even deleted the photo i took holding his hand, i took it in case i needed to send to raj in future. I asked #4 to post to our group, but you never respond. you didn’t respond my PM also….. (she showed me the screen shots) I remember i got drunk on the weekend, and called Santhosh over. while he was doing things to me, I drunk called you, wanted to quarrel with you. but surprised you picked up…..

i remembered that phone call. she sounded weird…..

me : so you stopped with him after that ?

her : no. we did one more time in the morning.

me : weren’t we texting then????

her : yes. but it was one last time. i felt bad for using him. just let him do…. I ordered a brand new mattress the next day ok….

me : then anymore with him?

her : yes. I got worried, because you always didn’t reply me, sometimes days. felt like raj again. I met santhosh once a week to stay in contact. but after sentosa, I told him we are done… until I suspected something with you and #5. I asked him to sell the house, but nothing happened. just flirt a bit here and there. but when you finally admit to me, i took it out with him. the love bites were by him, i told him to do them… i was really upset with you…

me : how long he stayed here?

her : how you know?

me : then how to accumulate so much hair?

her : until… we bump into #3. but we never do anything. really. I had my period….

me : you mean when we restarted? when we were dating so sweetly???

her : yes. I wanted to be sure. I wanted to know if I could just replace you with him. so I can give us both a clean start with someone new… Santhosh still didn’t want to be serious though.

me : just because I made a mistake with #5? just because of that one off mistake??? and you rather be alone? and used by him like a fuck buddy?

her : it’s not about the mistake. it’s about us having too much of the complicated history and past. that’s why I wanted you to be with #3.

me : enough of that nonsense.

her : it doesn’t matter to you? that I want you to be happy even though I’d be heartbroken?

me : i’m sorry. my head understands all the reasoning and logic behind your actions, why you did things and when and why. but my body, my stomach isn’t reacting in the same way. it’s just all too well explained. like it’s too perfect. i know you are not lying, you aren’t hiding anymore stuff. sorry. but i really. need …. i think time….

her : would you rather be distracted instead? or let’s go for a staycay? I will take leave next week for you.

me : let’s not waste anymore money or jeopardise work on this relationship.

her : what do you mean by that? you are leaving me?


me: I don’t know. Maybe. It’s too much already. I don’t want to judge you, but I think my behaviour is normal for all man. There are better versions of us, but I don’t see any of them with you either. Among us 4, I know I respect women definitely more than Teo and definitely 10 times more than Raj. I don’t know about that guy but I’ve never openly asked to be just fuck buddies. You on the other hand, I don’t care that he has some control over you, but you actually cheated on me 1st, #5 wedding. It’s fucking double standards you set for me, you didn’t think to ask if I was virgin because you saw me as some pathetic guy who can’t get girls, not good enough for you to settle for in the first places. I actually felt guilty and let you have your fun and ‘catch up’ with my buddies. But really, the control Raj has over you, on the boat also. You’ve always controlled our relationship in the past, even now you are controlling me, deciding for me what’s good for me, what’s ok for me to accept. I don’t see you begging me hard not to leave you like you did so pathetically for him either.

Her : how you know I wouldn’t??? Look what I just did for you! The group with Teo! And maybe perhaps, control was never mine to give away in the first place?

Me : what does that even mean??? Means your are physically his slave??? like the moment you see him, your body auto needs to be fucked by him?

Total silence... it was so long that I looked at her. She looked pale, her cheeks all wet. The camisole she used to cover her privates were stained with drips too.

Me : I’m sorry. I guess I still can’t understand who you’ve become.

Her : take your time to find out? Don’t rush? I promise it’s just us from now on. On my part. You is enough for me. Even if you make mistakes with other women, I won’t fault you or leave you.. I’ve also pretty much revealed all my dark secrets to you already.

Me : I don’t know. Really. It’s seems like it’s just a repeat of the past, whatever I do, not enough. I made one SINGLE mistake and that was it. You kept this guy by your side for days, then even considered moving on. Not just for me. For yourself also. I don’t know man. it’s JUST ONE! gosh. even at my own bachelor’s, I wasn’t even interested in the women there. it’s like you went out of your way to hurt me back

her : ok. Calm down ok. Slow down. You can still move on from me if you decide to next week. Or next month, or next year. But give us another chance ok? Give me a chance to show you how much I love you. please?

me : I don’t know. I really don’t…

her : calm down ok. don’t rush the decision.

me : no. maybe we drag this too long. maybe this is what you want deep down inside… you still think i’m not good enough. should just give you what you want. fresh start with someone else. you don’t have to pity me. i can find someone else.

her : no! wait. please. slow down ok… breath……. (she got up and hugged me from behind on the bed, she hung on to me so tight, she kept kissing my face) think of your parents ok? please? slow down.

I didn’t respond. She was right. I couldn’t bear to break the disappointing news.. her parents too….

me : so we still get married. but just for the sake of it. you can fuck whoever you want. I don’t care. it’s ok. we try for kids, and raise together. this sound good to you?

she grabbed me and turned my head to face her.

her : huh? no no. please. please. you really need to pause. please ok.

she forced me to look at her.. i saw her face. my heart melted. she could see that, and locked lips with me. i kissed her back. I couldn’t feel anything and push her away. I got up but she moved quickly to hang to my body, dragging hers a bit off the bed, she fell a little. I quickly bend to help her but she went on her knees and hugged my legs. when i saw that. i melted even more. i felt so fucking bad for turning her into this.. i squat down and hugged her back, we ended up sitting on the ground.

her : please stay. ok. please. just give me time.

me : ok.

our phones vibrated again in sync again.

me : i think it’s teo.

her : don’t care him. have you calmed down already?

me : I don’t know…. not really. but you are right. our parents.. i won’t be rash. don’t worry. but with you. maybe we just take a break. some alone time.

her : please. what can I do to gain your trust? I won’t talk to any guys ever again. I promise you.. i’m yours only ok.

me : don’t be crazy. you think i’m raj? i’m not that kind of man. seriously. you can just fuck whoever you want. i’m ok. just have no expectations from this marriage. it’s fine actually. benefits both of us.

I got up and reached for my phone. she sat their, looked deep in thought, staring across the room. I checked our messages

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teo : wah you two fun sia. enjoy.

teo : wah still doing ah?

teo : eh I damn bored damn long no action, you two can accompany me to ktv?

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I handed her, her phone. she took one disinterested look at it and then looked at me. I watched her take in a deep breath.

her : what would you like me to do?

[sexcision]

May I ask if the property agent is Indian? The name looks so weird. And you not knowing if that hand is raj's means it's of a similar tone?
She have some fetish towards certain race ah?

Also, her saying your "expression" during the time with ow and teo in the KTV. Means you have a kink of watching her "perform" with other man?

[1231231233]

Originally Posted by sexcision

May I ask if the property agent is Indian? The name looks so weird. And you not knowing if that hand is raj's means it's of a similar tone?
She have some fetish towards certain race ah?

Also, her saying your "expression" during the time with ow and teo in the KTV. Means you have a kink of watching her "perform" with other man?

yes indian. the hand in the photo wasn't raj's. was his.


i think it was a curious look. not excitement. maybe a little.