My Life experiences

[zapme]

We started toking again but tis time not tok cock. We had many questions.

If ur God messenger to become medium, u will see ur God? y W never?

Y that temple dun haf "Men Shen"

Y all are mediums, y the master disciple laugh at other temple mediums on how they walk when trance?

Y so many people so easy become medium? My frd A, the onlooker?

Y the temple master and disciple looks in their eyes all werid??

Y they comment got plenty of chairs for all of us to trance??

We conclude we go bugis temple seek Guanyin Pusa advice. My frd went home first, and we arrange meet bugis. When A was home, he called me and tell me that the taxidriver oso funny start toking to him about Gods stuff as well.

I told him muz be Pusa wana help us sent a taxidriver to confirm our doubts.

[zapme]

Originally Posted by DO_YOU_BJ

Bro Zapme, as this matter is 1st about your personal paranormal experience, then lead to your sexperience, then now, your new KC also go into paranormal liao.
Allow me to add a few simple things here on what i've read so far for a few simple reasons, cos mostly, as most bros who know me will know, i select threads to posts to.
The number 1 thing that caught me is that this W is a baptised roman catholic, I am too.
Second, there's something stuck to her.
Below are my comments in red so do listen carefully but note, you must elaborate very clearly, in your own honest words, what you expect for this lady??????
For her to be wif you or you're just someone who wants to be her guiding light to lead her from the darkness she's in now............

Thanks for the time reading, this event is ard jun2007. That point of time i can tell u honestly, its my love for her that i wanted to help her, i wanted a life and future with her, most imptly i wanted her to be safe.
Her unselfish luv oso helped me the day at the coffeeshop.
Its luv plus gratitute that give me the courage then.


How long has the parents been noticing this????
And why only now then they speak about it????
Doesnt make sense, 1st time, they can claim their eyes playing tricks, second time strange liao
3rd time, alarm bells shud be ringing already but why nothing?????
Her mum saw a few times i guess, but she never say is cos she dunwan scare others. Thats y when W says, she then own up say she saw.





One must not always be too eager to address stuff related to religion and pass verdict, like what your GF did.
There r stuff that even holy water and praise singing cant fix alone, remember, I'm a confirmed roman catholic, but i still know that there are things outside the area of the church that can help, cos i've been there done that!
The string she was wearing was told to be worn for some time rite??????
There's no quick fix.
Just like anti-biotics, allow it to take its time to work.
She neednt go back to church to seek forgiveness but instead, renew her faith in the almighty.


The string shld be worn always, but it only lasted few hours on her, once she back home, tok to parents, off the strings goes.



By this action, she did it initially to please you, but then it got into her belief thus it became negative instead of positive.
Layman term, backfire


You & your family, even your entire clan cant do everything.
One can only be saved if he/she wishes to be saved.
I have encountered people like you, doing merits in others name, but in the end, the points still go to you, no the name you hope the points went to.
What she needs now is a will to move on in life, find her purpose & drive to live and not embroil herself to her past of always using her past as a benchmark for her future.
History is something we learn from, not try to relive.
It's those that try to always relive the past that are always lost & screwed cos they have no foresight of the future.
Negative energy are very attracted to such people, who are very depressed cos their QI or REN QI is very low.
So there's no protection and those negative energy will actually sap her energy away, thus when this happens, she'll start to be very temperamental and always seem dark & down.
If you notice this, be very careful, cos next level will be possession & finally, death!!!! Not trying to scare you but its the truth.

Since she's a roman catholic, ask her to read the daily bread religiously, it'll knock her off her chair I'm sure.
I know i did when i 1st read it, and it brought alot of new insights and understandings to myself.

Remember, to help someone, you have to be patient & selfless, it's a very tiring process but in the end, if you succeed, it'll be the happiest achievement in your life, trust, it became addictive after i help my 1st human years back.
But then again, some people are worth helping, if so, go for it.
Some people are just plain hopeless, hope she's not in this category, but if she is, suggest you drop her & let her face her fate. Else, you'll just end up drowning before her.
Its very difficult to mix loving someone and helping them, try to play both roles but dun let them mix, else it'll only get complicated my friend
In this light, if you really need more advise on this, maybe we can take this offline & PM me your number to meet up.
I am sure, i am able to help FOR FREE just 1 kopi hehehe

Thanks Pal. There is always reasons on y things happen. Helping her its cos i owe her before. Cos Karma. Humans relationship is mostly about who owed who before. Be it owe debt or owe gratitude.

[DO_YOU_BJ]

Originally Posted by zapme

Thanks Pal. There is always reasons on y things happen. Helping her its cos i owe her before. Cos Karma. Humans relationship is mostly about who owed who before. Be it owe debt or owe gratitude.

Yes i understand this statement very well.
I've also stumbled on someone who helped me 21yrs ago and we lost ctc and now, I am also her light to guide her back.
That's why I know what you're goin thru and yes, the paranormal stuff was there too, stayed in her house and 3 of them fyi.
Now house cleansed, QI improved greatly and getting back to track.
Not really there yet but getting there.
Though I took a different approach, me not a tungki guy lol

[GLHunter]

how come spirits suddenly can become gods??? Is there a part 2? or any logical explainations?

[zapme]

But pal i do appreciate and sensed ur kindness, i write down my story is not to get praise or whichever.

Nw i backtracked and fall thats y in sammyboy to pass time. But one day i am sure i will not be here to "Duoluo" ,before i disppear from sammyboy, i do hope my very very tough big merry go round to religion can help others do have a shortcut. My path is long and tough, but i hope others dun have to.

Before disappearing i wish to do my part here, even if theres only 1understand, at least i done my part. But of cos not as in sharing flings experiences i had, cos that will sent me further down in hell.

Cheers its sat.

[zapme]

Originally Posted by GLHunter

how come spirits suddenly can become gods??? Is there a part 2? or any logical explainations?

Patience my friend. Its a very long story. This part only at ard jun to jul 2007. Till 2009 still long way. tats y for readers i appreciate them for their time. Btw everyone, from my nick, me here not for points, u guys can zapme but dun up me, cos i duno hw to up plp. Me lazy and tech lousy. From my english can see rite.

[cuntjudge]

Life is full of unexplainable secrets, not sure Karma or not as I am not Buddhist, but I believe what goes around then comes around. waiting for your next part of the story

[zapme]

After the taxidriver speech, all the more we are convinced are doubts need an answer.

Me and A metup in bugis. I pray to Guanyin Pusa for lots. The lot read out someting like this, we are stunned when we read it.


The Lot says " One should not don ancient costume when not suitable, what lies ahead is only dirt and thorns. When 3 is of 1 heart, all will be fine.

If u read my story so far, Don ancient costume means become medium, 3 of 1 heart excatly, me, A and W add up is 3. So noe y me and A stunned by the lot.

Me and A after discussed decide to seek another temple medium helped. We walk towards bugis mrt. RINGGGGGGGG!! Shit my gf called!

"Where are you" "What u DOing" W asked!

No la, A scared mah so accomapny him bugis pray. THe she request speake to A, She tell A, "Hey ur case happen at my temple, U ask my Shifu(MAster) he will help u"

We cut short and hanged up cos i know her mind is different from us. She is already a disciple there after sheding blood and swear to heaven there.

We went to a temple in west. Took a queue no, pray, and i begged all the Gods in the temple to help us and W, and went coffeeshop cos its only about 3 plus, medium trance always start 7.30 or 8pm.

Sitting and discussing, the lot says 3 of a heart, but W is out liao. Cant do much as well.

5 plus my gf called again and question me where am i? i lied we go walk ard, but she just say "Dun tink i duno, wat u guys doing?" " Anything Find my shifu" She threatened me and say if i dun listen to her, she will breakup with me. This time round for once i nvr give in, course i know i need to do this to help her. She hanged up the phone.

6plus i sms her, exchange of sms, i keep telling her dun break, we been thru so much, how much and how deep our love is.

Love is a powerful ting, it can soften a person temper, it can oso give a person courage.

She asked me how is A? A ask me say he very jialat nw. So i told her A very jialat and xinku, and oso ask her if she wanted to come and help me look after A cos i scared i cannot handle.
Surprisingly W says ok and says she will come down.

To myself i guess she managed control her mind awhile, being worried i went into temple and begged every individual God to help escort her here make sure she can reach here.

True enuff she reached here, we are so glad. I immediately show her the Guanyin Pusa lot, and she oso says she find that temple werid oso. See the way afternoon n now she tok so different.

My friend was served assigned to "Tua Ah Pek" and my gf was "Li Ah Pek". We all told them our situation, "Tua Ah Pek helped my frd lightup brighter the forehead fire, As for gf, Li Ah Pek tell us we still had to go back to that temple and tell her shifu that she dunwan be medium. When finished and before going off, one temple helper remind us not to mention we ever been to this temple seek help.

We had supper at coffeeshop, this time round my gf was perfectly sober and her normal self. Its my frd becoming funni, me chant in my heart cos my friend during afternoon juz taught me a chant. When i chant in my heart, my friend grumble and told us stopped chanting.

Chant from heart, lips never even moved leh. How he know?? I know his not rite liao. Me and W sent A home and we agreed meet tomoror after W knocked off. Me and A happen to be jobless taking a break that stage.

[zapme]

Morning come. I meetup wif A at bugis temple, we pray to Pusa seeking her protection. We proceed to coffeeshop and A told me today he will eat vegeterian and i agreed as well. Keep our body pure and my heart thinking whoever is stronger just possess me i dun cared liao.

Me go toilet and when look in mirror so surprised and tell my face, Kaoz then we realised me and A face all paled like green colour. We hang here and there.

ard 6pm me and A decide go for dinner. I took only milo. Was surprised when my frd came back to table cos his hands was holding a plate of pig trotters and rice. I ask tot u veget?? DUno leh i smell quite nice so i order lor.

Okok not very impt. I just know i keep myself pure, who more powerful who enter mybody.

Metup with A and we proceed to Shifu temple. We reach but the disciple says shifu nw busy. W decide dun waste time, she will go "pua puai" tell the God from that temple she dun trance. She was very stable and steady.

However after she throw few times the "puai" still says cannot. SHe panicked and my frd A then says nvr mind, burn forget is (11 or 12) joss sticks liao then "pua" again. It works. She got a "Shen Puai" this time.
My frd A suggest go smoke while wait for the shifu.

We smoke outside, its then A and W both says they cannot take it longer, both feel got something wana enter their body. I decide cannt stay ther too long.

Quickly we went towards the shifu, i told him straight my gf dunwan to trance anymore cos her parents object. And she oso got agreement from the God "SangCHai TongCi" can dun tranced.

The shifu only replied " I dun like forced plp, but once u walk out from this temple, u guys bear the consequences". and out we went.

We decide go back tua ah pek temple to pray, piangz out from that temple flagged 6 or 7 cabs all duwan stop. all empty somemore. My heart keep begging Guanyin Pusa helps us. Finally got cab and we after praying at Tua Ah pek Temple and supper we went Home.

Next day, Still unwell both of them as and when will feel like trance. We decided go another temple which my frd A knows well. We went there and seek the "Jiu Tian Xuan Nu" help. SHe told us we kana dirt tings and gives us amulets, and flowers bath for 3 days.

Life not easy, remember once morning my gf shouted when at phone with me, she says she put her tings here become missing and endup other place.

Nite time is worst. She will be very scared at nite, i ask her stay wif me but she wanted stay at her place. At first once she asked me fetched her but have to wait till her hubby J home so got plp look after daughter N.

I waited at home, seat down there scared and fear. My elder bro can even noticed the fear in me and suggest he go with me and fetch her.

Carry on for several nites i oso forget liao. Finally she agreed to stay my place time being. Her hubby knows of our relationship and the ghost tings as well. He sms me and ask me take goodcare of her and wish us xinfu gives us his blessing.

[colins]

Wow, bro zapme, I am so enthralled by your story. I too have similar experience regarding possession in one of my past relationships and I can remember the fear when I know things are totally beyond my control and expectations. Pls continue!

[zapme]

it was still ard july07.

My frd A quiet down and says he ok after the "Jiu Tian Xuan NU" help.

For me and gf, many problems and her temper i had to endure. When i cannot take it, i went to bugis Guanyin Pusa for advice. I cannot recalled the whole lot, only thing i remember is something wait for the golden rooster.

Back home i started tinking "Golden Rooster"??? I asked my mum, we got any relatives is a rooster??

Indeed, Pusa never leave u to died. My great aunt is born in year of rooster, She oso a buddhist and taken 3refuges. Lastime she say we pray God and Buddha is different. I oso tell my mum she a joker, both take joss stick where got different.

I get mum call her up, tell her about my case, her advise is asked us go her temple there pray or chant.

U guys know something??? If u got spirits with u, u got soooooo many problems and obstruction to reach where u want to go where there is buddhism.

We arrange go on sun, and it will be sun after sun. Cos days before we will endup quarrel, or she will cannot sleep at nite and cannot wakeup morning or she will at nite diarrohoe.

Finally we reached there, but not able to chant cos duno y i forget liao oso. Its at bukit gombak "Zulin Shi" THe gold colour Guanyin Pusa when take mrt by gombak u can see.

Tho never chant we ended up at the basement at the Thousand Arms Guanyin Pusa, by chance they are playing a VCD of Venerable Chuanxi, and it so happen that one of his topic is about ghost and Medium possession. My gf was interest in listen and even chided me ask me dun talk, however the aunties there all talk and very noisy. She got piss off and left the hall, we then proceed to the top library to read books.

Really Pusa never leave u died!! Library theres a librarian, endup i tok to her about our case and she recommend us watch the Venerable Chuanxi vcd, actually its her who play the VCD at the hall earlier, she then say she will lend us the VCD home.

Back home when we watch, i then start to know whats taoism and buddhism difference.

Not to offend, but not all temples with mediums are Gods. Some are spirits but they do not wish to harm humans as well, they too are seeking enlightenment to be Gods, minus points is however they are just like humans with emotions.

From the Vcd, after hearing wat Venerable Chuanxi is capble of, my confident in buddhism grows. I began finding news on Venerable Chuanxi and realise he will be in Singapore in Aug07. I was so happy and thinking to myself died died muz seek his help.

Suddenly my gf tell me she very stressed and booked a trip for both of us to phuket. Immediately i checked the dates, and the day we back to spore is 5plus pm is the day Venerable Chuanxi event at 7pm.

All is not lost and i pray to Guanyin Pusa to help us able to be back in time for the event.

Off we went to Phuket, do u all know whats in mind other than able to reach the Venerable Chuanxi Fahui??
My mind is in extreme fear, i am thinking is the spirit trying to lure me away from my home and spore so as to deal with me??? At phuket where got temples can help?? Home i at least got my family members around, travel abit got Bugis temple. The 3 days 2 nites is really a fear factor.

Finally we back to spore at 6plus, we unload stuff at my home and we race to the event fahui. We managed to reach there 7Plus, it was crowded but we managed get seats at the back. However ..

[zapme]

Originally Posted by colins

Wow, bro zapme, I am so enthralled by your story. I too have similar experience regarding possession in one of my past relationships and I can remember the fear when I know things are totally beyond my control and expectations. Pls continue!

Thanks pal. Great u understand, its facing a invisible force, its not like daily problems which u can see. U cant see them and yet they are so powerful to know what u going to do, and somemore not 1spirit but going against a temple of spirits?? Their festival got at least 12 mediums onwards.

[zapme]

We reached there i was so happy!! course everyday i been standing at the hotel room balcony looking to sky and begging Pusa to help us safety back to spore and in time for the fahui.

Shortly after seated, i went and look for the helpers there, i approached a guy cos they all wearing spore sen ming xie hui poloshirt. I told him my problem, immediately he ask the "shi xiong" which is a lady.

He told her my problem and i wanted seek Venerable Chuanxi help.

Guess whats her reply????

"Suai Yuan" later Venerable Chuanxi they all will do the fire Puja, when they walk to the back then u approach. "Suai Yuan" !!!!! I from phuket able to return spore and reach there without failed still "Suai Yuan"" sad to say i damn blood pisss off and helpless at the same time.

I went back to my seat and another issue come up.

My gf grumbled to me she stomach pain and headache want to go home rest. and throw temper. No choice and helpless, we headed home.

[billgates]

Dear TS
I am not sure if your story is factual or fiction. But if it's factual, here's my humble advice:

1) Your gf is Roman Catholic. It's a big no-no to get her mixed up with Guan Yin etc. Ask her to memorise Psalm 23:4 to 23:6 by heart. It's a very powerful prayer. Click here.

2) I just read a bit at the beginning and FF to the end. So I am guilty of not reading everything cos I don't believe in possessions etc. Sure there are spirits out there but they become a problem ONLY if we are weak and allow them the upper hand.

3) From a medical perspective, you are delusional and letting your delusions affect your other half.

4) Pls see a psychiatrist asap. Both of you.

[zapme]

The year i started with gf relationship, my investment career collasped. After the Suai Yuan. Life back to the same, enduring her tempers over slightest things. My investment failed already in debt plus so long nvr work run here and there this temple that temple. Worst is so stress smoke almost 2packets cigarettes daily. Ard Oct07 i went to take on a new job.

Since the shifu ting every nite is a rountine i pray to Guanyin Pusa to look after her.

There will be times she throw temper then she says ok she will go back to her shifu. Her hp will be off and no where to find her. WHat i can only do is prayed and begged Guanyin Pusa helped. Once i kowtow till my forehead really bruised.

Around Nov07. Once i really cannot take it liao. I send my problem to Kong Meng San using their feedback section.

They read my encounter and a guy called me up, however he oso mentioned he got a frd but the case is depression. Walua if my gf depression can have such powers to know what u doing or what other people going to say. Think everyone will rather have depression rite.

He suggested me seeking help from Drophen Ling. He told me they specialized in helping these kinda of cases. I went down meetup with them, give them W name and date of birth, they can check her just with these info.

Around Dec 07.
My workpalce collegue got 1guy can fortune tell by just ur chinese name, quite zun. He oso borned with yinyang eyes and oso a rooster. i manage get him n gf n me for dinner. After that he told me wat he saw is ard a 7 or 8 yrs old boy spirit with her. I then guesses it must have been the abortion she had when wif her hubby then.


True after sometime they get back to me, and told me her case very serious especially nxt yr08. They will need to do 2 pujas, and she told me the cost was 1K plus for both, cos the ingredients use is very rare and expensive. I told her i not abled to afford. She told me try ask family chide in. i say i try.


I have not been a filial son by becourse of a gf whom i love dragged my family into these kinda of stress. All the more wont ask them for $. I looked to sky and pray to Pusa and thank her for showing me a path, but i am sorry that i cant afford it.

U know something? after that jan08, the gal called me back and asked me how come never get back to her??? i told her i cannot afford, and she tell me maybe they charge me $100 for it cos the ingredients really very rare and exp. i agreed immediately.

U know something more amazing???? We went bugis pray cos i wanted to thank Pusa, happen then my gf wanted to draw $$ from atm, we went to the POSB teller near the trishaw there, we went up and the teller opened and 2 $50 came out again, we call out to the previous queuer infront of us but nowhere in sight le. We took the $100 cos if not people take oso. We change them into all $10 and give all the beggers we see till $100 given out.


Appt with them was made without my gf knowledge, and i had to postpone 3 or 4 times. cos suddenly company keep need her go korea or US. Finally appt in ard apr 08 no obstruction. Fri nite then i told some of her unfinished food, one of the ingredient required by the puja, she caught me and ask me y. No choice have to tell her. She turned quiet. At nite when she slept next to me, she nvr let me hug her and she was upset. the nite was raining heavily. i heard a bang on my window as well.



Sleepy liao....