My Life experiences

[see see only]

Hey TS,

I believed that u love ur gf v much, salute u

[zapme]

Originally Posted by billgates

Dear TS
I am not sure if your story is factual or fiction. But if it's factual, here's my humble advice:

Hi pal, this is a real life encountered, i will not tell a story, dragging Guanyin Pusa into the picture, the sin and karma i will not be abled to repay.



1) Your gf is Roman Catholic. It's a big no-no to get her mixed up with Guan Yin etc. Ask her to memorise Psalm 23:4 to 23:6 by heart. It's a very powerful prayer. Click here.

No offense pal. Sex gender oso can changed anytime liao.

2) I just read a bit at the beginning and FF to the end. So I am guilty of not reading everything cos I don't believe in possessions etc. Sure there are spirits out there but they become a problem ONLY if we are weak and allow them the upper hand.

In Buddhism, i believe in karma only. Its not whether weak or strong, its when karma is here or not.



3) From a medical perspective, you are delusional and letting your delusions affect your other half.

Medical cannot explain everything in life.




4) Pls see a psychiatrist asap. Both of you.

Hmm.. psychiatrist will oso need a religion belief. :P

[DO_YOU_BJ]

Originally Posted by billgates

Dear TS
I am not sure if your story is factual or fiction. But if it's factual, here's my humble advice:

1) Your gf is Roman Catholic. It's a big no-no to get her mixed up with Guan Yin etc. Ask her to memorise Psalm 23:4 to 23:6 by heart. It's a very powerful prayer. Click here.

2) I just read a bit at the beginning and FF to the end. So I am guilty of not reading everything cos I don't believe in possessions etc. Sure there are spirits out there but they become a problem ONLY if we are weak and allow them the upper hand.

3) From a medical perspective, you are delusional and letting your delusions affect your other half.

4) Pls see a psychiatrist asap. Both of you.

Dear BillGates, as mentioned by TS, this happened a couple of years ago, and he mentioned that he's here to share his LIFE EXPERIENCES. And that's exactly what he's doin.
Yes granted, i personally felt his like running round a tree wif all those religious stuff but that's he's belief, and at the end of the day, if it works for him, hell go for it.

May I inquire you religious faith?
As mentioned, I'm a roman catholic & i'm sure your not one, Christian most likely but definitely not Roman Catholic, how I know???????
Cos you dun believe in Possessions.........where all Roman Catholics know that there's actually a division in the Vatican that specialises in possessions and the occults, which happens to be a full time hobby of mine, the paranormal other than, vice of course lol

I've had my fair share of hands on experiences wif the supernatural to know, yes, on one hand, you're rite. The state of mind is a powerful defense weapon, but when one has already lost all motivation or drive to live, aka suffering depression, if you know anyone, you'll be so shocked to even learn their drive for life.
What may seem minor may be detrimental to their mindstate.
Living for most of such people are actually more suffering and death, aka suicide is always the best & only solution to end their pain, or to most of them, release.
So this replies to your statement they become a problem ONLY if we are weak and allow them the upper hand

Lastly, why do u think he needs to see a shrink? You one? Just becos you cant accept what others can, doesnt mean they're delusional, it may just mean that you're someone who is xenophobic that's all.

This is coming from a Roman Catholic who knows FACT that prayers can only do so much, there's different approach to tackle diff kinds of entities and no one religion holds the key to all!
Lesson in life, never say you know something and comment on it when you don't, hokkien is call eh sai kiang, but mai geh kiang!

[colins]

Originally Posted by billgates

Dear TS
I am not sure if your story is factual or fiction. But if it's factual, here's my humble advice:

1) Your gf is Roman Catholic. It's a big no-no to get her mixed up with Guan Yin etc. Ask her to memorise Psalm 23:4 to 23:6 by heart. It's a very powerful prayer. Click here.

2) I just read a bit at the beginning and FF to the end. So I am guilty of not reading everything cos I don't believe in possessions etc. Sure there are spirits out there but they become a problem ONLY if we are weak and allow them the upper hand.

3) From a medical perspective, you are delusional and letting your delusions affect your other half.

4) Pls see a psychiatrist asap. Both of you.

TS's story took place in 2007. You din read everything becos you already discounted the entire story based on your belief so I dun know how true can your humble advice sounds since it is both outmoded and out of context. You can't disclaim responsibility just becos you said you are guilty (of not reading the story), for you have also offered advice.

Challenging a religious belief is never a way to help as number 2 to 4 can also apply to yourself. It is like saying, I dun share your belief so you better find a shrink to cure all the wrong thoughts your religion tells you. Medical perspective...you ain't seen nothing yet, my friend.

Before you get slammed and I think you will, pls let Bro zapme continue in peace.

[see see only]

Originally Posted by colins

TS's story took place in 2007. You din read everything becos you already discounted the entire story based on your belief so I dun know how true can your humble advice sounds since it is both outmoded and out of context. You can't disclaim responsibility just becos you said you are guilty (of not reading the story), for you have also offered advice.

Challenging a religious belief is never a way to help as number 2 to 4 can also apply to yourself. It is like saying, I dun share your belief so you better find a shrink to cure all the wrong thoughts your religion tells you. Medical perspective...you ain't seen nothing yet, my friend.

Before you get slammed and I think you will, pls let Bro zapme continue in peace.

Guys, i agree we let bro zapme go on with his story. Apart from his super english (a bit of sometime) ..., he sound extremely sincere & truthful

You can tell that he wrote his heart out ... TS pls continue ....

[DuaKaTsua]

Originally Posted by billgates

Dear TS
I am not sure if your story is factual or fiction. But if it's factual, here's my humble advice:.

Similan????????? Chwee kong lum par song you think you prophet, savior or what lan cheow??

Everyone got something to share but yaya papaya come in think you so eh sai and superior what you trying to say? You saying every one here idiot and sinner unlike you arhhh, KNNBPCB? You are the one with super compassion for whore rite how come now like that? Got no sense of shame or what !!!??! PUI!!!

I no know of anyone else but got right and wrong good and evil I know. Things out there I half understand but know got thing powerful beyond me whether kwan yin or ya sor. I respect all holy tai ji. A lot of Bros oso. SO CBs lyk you don't try to act like you know everything and dat you more moral than anyone here, OK??? people here at least got more pride and integrity than you hor!!! You like that make fun of people you feel damn good ahh?? FUCKING LOSER!!! NBCB who the fuck you tink you are?

Your arrogant ass tok so big. So hao lian dat you say you never even read the bros posting in full..........YOU WIN LOR........aiyah CBs like you always think you are right any way lor......I dont know what God you pray to but I hope he can forgive your thick skin way. You want respect you better learn to give people respect first.........Dont believe talk to ur god, okay, you chow moron!

[Ichigo_Kurosaki]

Bro zapme, Sorry to interrupt, I just finished reading your encounter till Dec07and I believe there's more to your story of a new path and enlightenment. I respect what you did for your girlfriend and what you have gone through so far. Thanks again for sharing and please do continue. With metta, Ichigo

[Ichigo_Kurosaki]

Originally Posted by see see only

he sound extremely sincere & truthful
You can tell that he wrote his heart out .....

It's not about fear as I thought from his 1st post. After reading till now, we can sense his truthfulness and at times his pain in recalling his story.

Let's give him his due respect to continue his story

[zapme]

hi guys,

Please i share my encounter is to let everyone theres more to life....

Every individual have a right to have their own thoughts and thinking and beliefs and please do not have a debate.

Its a nice sunday, lets all have a relaxing sunday.

[zapme]

Acutually i left out something which is most impt.

For my encountered, the exact month i unsure so estimatation and shld not be far, cos its a long period liao.

Y i have 100% now???

Its the most impt that ever happen to me. It took away my fear, help me, give me the courage. How it happen? Whenever i wanted to say this, i have to search my heart, whether i say to be proud? or say to let plp know its real?



One day, ard sep07, i brought my gf to "Ju Shi Lin" the temple behind somerset. Somehow she endup throw temper and raise voice to me, i was so helpless, cos i am thinking hw come the spirits so powerful?? Here the temple so big and so many buddhas here.

Therefore me and her sit in the main hall, in front the Biggest Buddha who is Amituofuo i ever see in my life.

I sat there grumbling and voicing out my frustration of all the encounters. We left the temple thereafter.

That nite or a nite after, i had a dream. This dream is so precious to me that even if someone give me a Million cash to trade for the dream, i will not hestitate say no. Cos i rather be a begger to forgo this dream.



MY DREAM

I dreamt i was like in the skys, surroundings are clouds. Infront of me i can only see the lower part of... if i am 1cm tall the person infront of me is about 20cm tall bah.

I looked up, and i saw exactly the same Buddha Amituofuo at the "Ju Shi Lin" temple. He was so big in size, he was talking to me but i cannot hear what he say to me, all i know was i can only see his lips mumbling.

The next day when i awoke, everything about me changes. My fear is gone, I know our encounter is our karma, the spirits are all actually very poor beings suffering as well, infact the spirits, the tangki temple are all our benefactors, without them without this encounter, i will never know whats is buddhism.

Thus this dream to me is priceless. Since young i only have nightmares, watever monster u can think of i had it. Werewolfs, ghost, chinese vampires, draculas, anacondas, alligators, tigers, lions, snakes, even elephants can oso run after me.

My life so far only got 3good dreams. This is 1st.

[zapme]

Back to the life story,

The next day i brought to the Drophening, we arrived there without much obstacles cos everynite i been praying for Pusa help.

Its tibetan Buddhism over there. My gf keep telling me she is alright, i say never mind juz $200 only cos i was told its 100per puja. The place was very peaceful in a bungalow, The main hall u can see many buddhas in tibet forms.
I was then told the first puja to be done is the darma protector puja, the 2nd is demon destroying puja.

We sat down and about 6 or 7 tibet monks started chanting...

Everything is quiet i see no reaction, there am i thinking liao.. Eh no power??

Towards the end of the first she only feel very tired and weak. When finished, the helper told us we had to come back in the afternoon for the 2nd puja.

My gf start grumbling to me says very tired, wants to go home sleep, dunwan go for the 2nd puja. I told her i hungry, lets go eat, she reply okie and she wants to eat meat cos she feels hungry as well. But in my heart i keep praying and reciting Guanyin Pusa ask her to help me successfully bring her back for 2nd puja.

I suggest go bugis eat cos i like the porridge there, once reached, i told her since here lets as well pray to Guanyin Pusa in the the temple. We prayed. Amazingly when we are out walking towards the market hawkers, we pass the vegeterian shop which is just outside near the temple. SHe told me she just pray to Pusa and feel like eating vegets to respect her. Yeah for me cos first problem solved, cos the puja is best required she is on veget.

After eating, i say lets go back for the 2nd puja. Amazingly again she didnot object.


The 2nd puja "demon destroying puja" begin, i hear the name of the puja i somehow got more confident. After a while, no response from gf, she sat there quiet and guaiguai like tat, I excused myslf to go out toilet, when i ask the helper if she ok? The helper say wait u see.

I rejoin my gf, finally i can see results.

Her head started shaking milding just like when she medium trance. She oso funny tell me she okie but ask me y her head shaking. Soon after she shake more violently, and she started crying very loud, non stop crying. When the puja finished, i thanked the monks, but i oso duno whats the result or so, cos i dun understd their language, the helpers there oso are out for lunch.


We left the place happily. Course the way my gf W talk ws just like when i first knew her. Very cheerful and bubbly.. She even told me this place very good helped people, and must make sure like once a while or a mth come back here to be volunteer help out.

Things are all fine, we carry on sunday chanting at bukit gombak "Zulin Shi".

Slowly we cut down our visits, due to her work, due to her tiredness, due to taking for granted. And slowly she lost her caring ways to me as well. As and when our quarrels become more, over different issues. I




Finally something happen, one fine day when we are there for chanting, she told me she very tired y not i chant and she go basement or library seat and wait for me finish.

I lost my cool and tell her we already here le, and we argue, cos she tell me, give her time, dun force her into the religion.

I told her straight our life is as such that if we both never chant, we will never had a future. Course i know many things will happen to disrupt us.

I walkout from her and went out smoke. At the same time i realise, a ghost, a ant, a animal or human. All is same and equal and infront of Guanyin Pusa. Doesnt means ur a human, Pusa will condemn the spirit, all are equal to her.

I went back to temple and rejoin her, after taking some books, we left for breakfast. Course i oso decided, very tired, dunwan force her anymore, just let heaven decide our fate.

[zapme]

Originally Posted by Ichigo_Kurosaki

It's not about fear as I thought from his 1st post. After reading till now, we can sense his truthfulness and at times his pain in recalling his story.

Let's give him his due respect to continue his story

Thanks pal. Buddhism is something very amazing. I hated her hubby J, her daughter N. Hated her hubby cos the ways he treated her for the past 10years or so, he got todays position as a manager with 7k is all W efforts, When he first join the company, no one likes him there, many times he is stress and wants to quit but nvr cos he sign a bond. W helped him do his work projects, proposol or watever. Company function, W makes sure she attend and curry flavour his Jap boss, Treat all the plp there extraordinary nice, make gifts for them. And thus all people ther are more friendly to J.

Hated the daughter N cos theres aways reason using N. She cant meet me, N unwell, need coach N studies, these 2 still valid reasons. But some are really ridiculous reasons.

After Buddha i dreamt i changed, my hatred for them are gone, when i done merits, i even gif out to them sometimes, hoping they can encountered buddhism.

[zapme]

Btw bro ichigo,


Regarding the Guanyin Pusa chant "Om Mani Padme Hum"

Actually after my teenage everynite i will need to wakeup once or twice to pee, and after pee, i always chant "Om Mani Padme Hum" in my heart definietly less than 5 times, i fall asleep again.

And one day, forgot when it happen, when she was sleeping beside me. After i back frm peeing and chant in heart. Guess what happen??

With my eyes closed, i heard her telling me in chinese, "Gan mo, ni pa ah" meaning, why, r u scared?? I opened eyes and looked at her, she was so sound and deep in sleep.

I ignore and sleep, course all beings are equal.

[zapme]

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Appt with them was made without my gf knowledge, and i had to postpone 3 or 4 times. cos suddenly company keep need her go korea or US. Finally appt in ard apr 08 no obstruction. Fri nite then i told some of her unfinished food, one of the ingredient required by the puja, she caught me and ask me y. No choice have to tell her. She turned quiet. At nite when she slept next to me, she nvr let me hug her and she was upset. the nite was raining heavily. i heard a bang on my window as well.


Sorry guys, i miss out something again. Pardon me course its so long from yr05relationship problems, yr06misscarriage and ghost problems, yr07 yr 08 ghost problems. There are so many events.

After the 2 pujas was done, she finally related to me y she was upset when she sleep the nite before. She told me when i told her tmr need bring her drophening, she know straight away her childs will be gone. lets y she very upset and refuse me hug her and sleep. She ask to see them, and saw a boy about 8yrs old, and a smaller child 1yr old odd but unclear the sex gender, 8yr is the one with hubby abortion, 1yr is the one with miscarriage.

[zapme]

Back to the story......

Year 08 after the 2pujas.
After stopping our chanting, life was back to only our realtionship problems, the spirits issue i leave it be cos i very tired mentally le, cos might have might dun have, dun want to let my mind wander too much.

My 2nd dream.
I dreamt i reached a temple but i was only standing outside at the main altar joss sticks area. I know inside is Buddha but somehow i just not able to see the Buddha inside and never step in as well.
After awaking i know Buddha hint me that i am backtracking, Ist dream i still able to see him and he talk to me.
2nd dream is tell me the nearest i able to get near is only at the altar jossticks liao.

Its true course after 1st dream intiately i see all beings as equal, my collegues oso tell me dun learnt buddhism, cos plp bully me with wrk, i just do it, i never angry at all, plp treat me bad i just feel pity for them, y they had to have this actions which will bring bad karma for themselves... now slowly my temper and charactor came back to me, my hatred for the J as well. And who pissed me i will be Pissed. Now u know y i say if me and gf never chant we will have problems. Course i will not tolerate ridculous reasons from her using J or N anymore.



I have set a deadline for us before, which is by end june year 08 which is already 3years of separation, if they never signed papers i will juz leave. However it was not done due to financial issue or duno what i oso not clear liao. She oso poor thing, when she got 200k, she put 20k with mum to let her mum keep for her, then she wanted to take degree and ended up taking creditcards loans plus interest near 30k. Her parents eaten up the 20k she put with them.

however things are better ard nov 08, cos she and hubby J sold their place, and she rented a unit with her friend. so her commitments and expenses are high and therefore i left the separations papers issue aside.