Dawn at Sunset: Experiences, Personal Stories, Life Experiences Only

[leuor]

Originally Posted by Princessica

I guess it juz the first impression bah. Another thing is whether long or short firstly, it has to go well wif ur outlook. Not every gals suit long hair vice versa, not many or rarely see gals look gd in short hair.

I used to hv red hair somewhere last yr as almost every mth, i will change color. Now my color faded gosh, dunno wat to color next.







Well, i do very much wanted to leave to be very honest but wat else can i do to earn 2 times wat a normal pay can afford. If i hv not much burden, i will definitely leave straight away as tis field, to be honest it even worse den office politics. I try to avoid and ignore and not being too social wif common pple. Btw, my name is Dawn not Jess ����

True! You need the face shape and charisma to pull off short hair. One thing i learned is that if you can pull off short hair, you will look great with any hairstyle.
Haha sis now what colour is your hair? Faded to blonde?


The financial incentive is there, that why many syt will enter this industry.
Those common ppl are narrow minded and love to be drama. Good that you don't hang out much with them.
Haha sorry sis. Saw your nick and keep thinking your name is jessica. Sorry sis dawn. Have a great day!

[Princessica]

I'm the fewest one dat suit short hair as well as long or juz any styles. My face shape is like an egg, oval shape. Now, it becomes ash pink going to turn blonde.

Originally Posted by leuor

True! You need the face shape and charisma to pull off short hair. One thing i learned is that if you can pull off short hair, you will look great with any hairstyle.
Haha sis now what colour is your hair? Faded to blonde?


The financial incentive is there, that why many syt will enter this industry.
Those common ppl are narrow minded and love to be drama. Good that you don't hang out much with them.
Haha sorry sis. Saw your nick and keep thinking your name is jessica. Sorry sis dawn. Have a great day!

Alot of youngsters enter this line indeed. It not abt them being drama. It no point treating particular one gd and ended up being backstabbed. Which, i experienced it before. Lol, cos of endin so it leads to Jessica haha. How creative

[leuor]

Originally Posted by Princessica

I'm the fewest one dat suit short hair as well as long or juz any styles. My face shape is like an egg, oval shape. Now, it becomes ash pink going to turn blonde.





Alot of youngsters enter this line indeed. It not abt them being drama. It no point treating particular one gd and ended up being backstabbed. Which, i experienced it before. Lol, cos of endin so it leads to Jessica haha. How creative

Oval shape face really can suit any hairstyle. You are lucky! Faded blonde like not nice leh. Shld touch up soon.

Ya read your story of how you kena backstabbed. So no point mingle with rhem. Save the trouble.
Haha this shows that my brain can think advance leh haha..

So when is your next story coming? You are now my fav author for non fiction haha

[Princessica]

Ya lor but every mth touch up it sibei xiong. Not cheap.

I think not even my field, everywhere is the same. It a dog eats dog world.

Well, after today i guess, i hv something to share later

Originally Posted by leuor

Oval shape face really can suit any hairstyle. You are lucky! Faded blonde like not nice leh. Shld touch up soon.

Ya read your story of how you kena backstabbed. So no point mingle with rhem. Save the trouble.
Haha this shows that my brain can think advance leh haha..

So when is your next story coming? You are now my fav author for non fiction haha

[Princessica]

Homecook food dat my mom packed for me as i juz recovered and needs alot of nutrients foods. Of cuz my mom dunno where i going lor, juz told her pack for me i going to 'office'. Ya, my office is my room lol. I can dun need anyone in my life as i think my surrounding are juz taking me for granted. I will never let go of my mom as the saying is right, 世上只有妈妈好。

[Princessica]

As mentioned yesterday, i came across this lady who is an escort and she shared her views through the blog. Thats this particular one, which i ponder for quite long.



Sometimes i wonder, do i overwork? To be honest, I'm human afterall. As times go by, by working almost everyday, i become numb. Like a robot doing routine job. Sometimes, i can't differentiate what's work and what's pleasure. Even with my partner, at times, i couldn't withdraw myself from work. I feel bad as he thought it his problem but it not. Problem lies on me. Alot going through my mind. Maybe i think too much. When i wif him, i feel dat i didn't do much. I will come out wif alot of excitement juz to please him and 1 of it, it ffm. I might not like the idea but i juz hope at least he feels happy abt it den facing me. I dunno wat i did is it worth. Or maybe doing too much, i will be taken for granted. Due to all these, i can admit, it add more stress to me, mentally. At times, i even withdrawn myself from meeting him. Why? Cos i dunno wat else to please him. Due to work, i kinda tired and numb to hv a gd time in sex for my own. I really dun wanna him to feel dat way. I rather not seeing him even though i miss him. Sound pathetic right? Sigh!

I'm leading a double life. 1, personality in work and another personality in real person. It like a split personality. In work, i hv to throw all my stress, worries and mood aside to show my profession. Even how sad u are, how miserable u are, u can't show it out. Never involve personal emotion in work. When comes to real reality, dats where i suffer in the dark. When i had hard time at work, i can't confide anyone. I hv to bottom it down. At times i felt very upset, only place to vent it out is toilet. Juz cry it out. During gathering time wif frenz, they will talk abt their careers and their progress. Me, wat can i say? To avoid it, i will make an excuse to go toilet or go take a drink from the kitchen. This is 1 thing i dread to talk abt. It not i didn't wanna to involve in gathering sometimes but by hearing what others do compare to own self, i juz feel like a failure. I dunno wats my achievement. I always tell myself, others can look down on u but not urself Dawn. But, i find looking down at myself gradually. It kinda irony to hv such double lives, double identities isn't it? The switching of identities sometimes confuse me. Am i Dawn now or the real me? Both are the same to be specific juz dat 1 has to talk abt sex and luv sex and the latter, phobia of sex.

Sometimes i think, should i not work daily or just work alternative days. But i different from others. I cant stop working. I can rest a day or 2 but not frequently. It kinda contradicting to work daily but feel emotional drained or work alternative days but feel balance. I think i hv to plan my timing accordingly to prevent me from thinking too much and emotional drained. Due to dat, i often fall sick cos i lack of rest. Maybe dats me, think too much. Putting a high expectation but feel all stress up. I wish i can slow down my pace so i won't feel this bad.

[leuor]

Originally Posted by Princessica

Ya lor but every mth touch up it sibei xiong. Not cheap.

I think not even my field, everywhere is the same. It a dog eats dog world.

Well, after today i guess, i hv something to share later

I will be camping here!!!

Originally Posted by Princessica

Homecook food dat my mom packed for me as i juz recovered and needs alot of nutrients foods. Of cuz my mom dunno where i going lor, juz told her pack for me i going to 'office'. Ya, my office is my room lol. I can dun need anyone in my life as i think my surrounding are juz taking me for granted. I will never let go of my mom as the saying is right, 世上只有妈妈好。

Look nice! This makes me hungry, i still OT at office leh!
Your mum is good! This is family, always helping and caring for you. Get well soon!

[Harvest]

Originally Posted by Princessica

Homecook food dat my mom packed for me as i juz recovered and needs alot of nutrients foods. Of cuz my mom dunno where i going lor, juz told her pack for me i going to 'office'. Ya, my office is my room lol. I can dun need anyone in my life as i think my surrounding are juz taking me for granted. I will never let go of my mom as the saying is right, 世上只有妈妈好。

Yummy yum yum! Reminds me of my mom's cooking too...

Originally Posted by Princessica

As mentioned yesterday, i came across this lady who is an escort and she shared her views through the blog. Thats this particular one, which i ponder for quite long.



Sometimes i wonder, do i overwork? To be honest, I'm human afterall. As times go by, by working almost everyday, i become numb. Like a robot doing routine job. Sometimes, i can't differentiate what's work and what's pleasure. Even with my partner, at times, i couldn't withdraw myself from work. I feel bad as he thought it his problem but it not. Problem lies on me. Alot going through my mind. Maybe i think too much. When i wif him, i feel dat i didn't do much. I will come out wif alot of excitement juz to please him and 1 of it, it ffm. I might not like the idea but i juz hope at least he feels happy abt it den facing me. I dunno wat i did is it worth. Or maybe doing too much, i will be taken for granted. Due to all these, i can admit, it add more stress to me, mentally. At times, i even withdrawn myself from meeting him. Why? Cos i dunno wat else to please him. Due to work, i kinda tired and numb to hv a gd time in sex for my own. I really dun wanna him to feel dat way. I rather not seeing him even though i miss him. Sound pathetic right? Sigh!

I'm leading a double life. 1, personality in work and another personality in real person. It like a split personality. In work, i hv to throw all my stress, worries and mood aside to show my profession. Even how sad u are, how miserable u are, u can't show it out. Never involve personal emotion in work. When comes to real reality, dats where i suffer in the dark. When i had hard time at work, i can't confide anyone. I hv to bottom it down. At times i felt very upset, only place to vent it out is toilet. Juz cry it out. During gathering time wif frenz, they will talk abt their careers and their progress. Me, wat can i say? To avoid it, i will make an excuse to go toilet or go take a drink from the kitchen. This is 1 thing i dread to talk abt. It not i didn't wanna to involve in gathering sometimes but by hearing what others do compare to own self, i juz feel like a failure. I dunno wats my achievement. I always tell myself, others can look down on u but not urself Dawn. But, i find looking down at myself gradually. It kinda irony to hv such double lives, double identities isn't it? The switching of identities sometimes confuse me. Am i Dawn now or the real me? Both are the same to be specific juz dat 1 has to talk abt sex and luv sex and the latter, phobia of sex.

Sometimes i think, should i not work daily or just work alternative days. But i different from others. I cant stop working. I can rest a day or 2 but not frequently. It kinda contradicting to work daily but feel emotional drained or work alternative days but feel balance. I think i hv to plan my timing accordingly to prevent me from thinking too much and emotional drained. Due to dat, i often fall sick cos i lack of rest. Maybe dats me, think too much. Putting a high expectation but feel all stress up. I wish i can slow down my pace so i won't feel this bad.

This is a phase that all WLs will go through, sis. Striking a balance between professionalism at work and in real life takes a toll on all of us, even as a customer myself. Yes, it is true... as a customer of commercial sex I'm also living a double standard life as on the professional front I've to project a superficial clean-cut image to make a living, but the stress drives me to get all down and sweaty with my regular service providers, have some pillow talk, kiss and tell etc to recharge for the next day of battle.

The undeniable fact: Without commercial sex, single guys like me will sink right into depression and admit straight into IMH in double quick time. So allow me to offer my very sincere appreciation and thanks to service providers like yourself for the excellent professionalism and service despite the emotional toll, burden, stigma and sacrifices that you all have to go through... You are doing just fine, sis. Pace yourself so that you don't overwork. We are all right behind you.

[Princessica]

Haha, it Mon and i guess most of u hv already returned back to work after a week of slacking, eating and drinking. Back to life, back to reality. Too bad the chicken soup were all swimming inside my tummy haha, can't share wif u :P

Family blood are thicker den water. Might fight, quarrel but end of day, stil family.

Originally Posted by leuor

I will be camping here!!!



Look nice! This makes me hungry, i still OT at office leh!
Your mum is good! This is family, always helping and caring for you. Get well soon!

[Princessica]

Haha, nothing beats homecook food.

Originally Posted by Harvest

Yummy yum yum! Reminds me of my mom's cooking too...



This is a phase that all WLs will go through, sis. Striking a balance between professionalism at work and in real life takes a toll on all of us, even as a customer myself. Yes, it is true... as a customer of commercial sex I'm also living a double standard life as on the professional front I've to project a superficial clean-cut image to make a living, but the stress drives me to get all down and sweaty with my regular service providers, have some pillow talk, kiss and tell etc to recharge for the next day of battle.

The undeniable fact: Without commercial sex, single guys like me will sink right into depression and admit straight into IMH in double quick time. So allow me to offer my very sincere appreciation and thanks to service providers like yourself for the excellent professionalism and service despite the emotional toll, burden, stigma and sacrifices that you all have to go through... You are doing just fine, sis. Pace yourself so that you don't overwork. We are all right behind you.

Ya I do agree most of us are striking a balance of most things. Like u clients, i can't say it totally wrong even u are married to seek for us for a service. Even though as a woman point of view, i know the hurt. I think u guys know the difference btw love and lust. No matter how wild u play, end of the day, still know ur way home. I think we are human afterall, need some attention, tender and care. I guess u feel the same too. When u look for a service, sex aside, most impt is the feel and chemistry. Dats why for me, i never treat my each booking as a commercial transaction. I treat it making a new fren or new lover. I think my FRs said it all wat kind of process i gave.

Well thanks for ur kind words. Appreciate dat. Juz hope all guys here will respect us as a lady, a human. We are not sex machine. We hv feeling too. So do handle us with care

[leuor]

Originally Posted by Princessica

As mentioned yesterday, i came across this lady who is an escort and she shared her views through the blog. Thats this particular one, which i ponder for quite long.



Sometimes i wonder, do i overwork? To be honest, I'm human afterall. As times go by, by working almost everyday, i become numb. Like a robot doing routine job. Sometimes, i can't differentiate what's work and what's pleasure. Even with my partner, at times, i couldn't withdraw myself from work. I feel bad as he thought it his problem but it not. Problem lies on me. Alot going through my mind. Maybe i think too much. When i wif him, i feel dat i didn't do much. I will come out wif alot of excitement juz to please him and 1 of it, it ffm. I might not like the idea but i juz hope at least he feels happy abt it den facing me. I dunno wat i did is it worth. Or maybe doing too much, i will be taken for granted. Due to all these, i can admit, it add more stress to me, mentally. At times, i even withdrawn myself from meeting him. Why? Cos i dunno wat else to please him. Due to work, i kinda tired and numb to hv a gd time in sex for my own. I really dun wanna him to feel dat way. I rather not seeing him even though i miss him. Sound pathetic right? Sigh!

I'm leading a double life. 1, personality in work and another personality in real person. It like a split personality. In work, i hv to throw all my stress, worries and mood aside to show my profession. Even how sad u are, how miserable u are, u can't show it out. Never involve personal emotion in work. When comes to real reality, dats where i suffer in the dark. When i had hard time at work, i can't confide anyone. I hv to bottom it down. At times i felt very upset, only place to vent it out is toilet. Juz cry it out. During gathering time wif frenz, they will talk abt their careers and their progress. Me, wat can i say? To avoid it, i will make an excuse to go toilet or go take a drink from the kitchen. This is 1 thing i dread to talk abt. It not i didn't wanna to involve in gathering sometimes but by hearing what others do compare to own self, i juz feel like a failure. I dunno wats my achievement. I always tell myself, others can look down on u but not urself Dawn. But, i find looking down at myself gradually. It kinda irony to hv such double lives, double identities isn't it? The switching of identities sometimes confuse me. Am i Dawn now or the real me? Both are the same to be specific juz dat 1 has to talk abt sex and luv sex and the latter, phobia of sex.

Sometimes i think, should i not work daily or just work alternative days. But i different from others. I cant stop working. I can rest a day or 2 but not frequently. It kinda contradicting to work daily but feel emotional drained or work alternative days but feel balance. I think i hv to plan my timing accordingly to prevent me from thinking too much and emotional drained. Due to dat, i often fall sick cos i lack of rest. Maybe dats me, think too much. Putting a high expectation but feel all stress up. I wish i can slow down my pace so i won't feel this bad.

That's why some ladies will be robotic and dead fish. And bros will complain. But sis you often put in the effort(not my personal experience haha but your fr justified it), even if it is like a routine for you. But do remember to look out on your health, don't let your body break down after you have cleared your debt.
Thanks for sharing your thoughts!

Originally Posted by Princessica

Haha, it Mon and i guess most of u hv already returned back to work after a week of slacking, eating and drinking. Back to life, back to reality. Too bad the chicken soup were all swimming inside my tummy haha, can't share wif u :P

Family blood are thicker den water. Might fight, quarrel but end of day, stil family.

The long cny break is a double edge sword. 先甜后苦. Haha so sad no chicken soupnto drink.
Hmm..good and deep point. Can always rely on them no matter what.

[Princessica]

Sometimes, can't blame them. Especially those dat being forced to this industry or dats a target to meet. Haha, i juz doing my job. It my rice bowl, if i dun put in effort, i wouldn't survive for a yr as independent. Ya thanks for ur concern. I wil try to take care of myself and to adjust my mindset towards sex and pleasure.

Originally Posted by leuor

That's why some ladies will be robotic and dead fish. And bros will complain. But sis you often put in the effort(not my personal experience haha but your fr justified it), even if it is like a routine for you. But do remember to look out on your health, don't let your body break down after you have cleared your debt.
Thanks for sharing your thoughts!



The long cny break is a double edge sword. 先甜后苦. Haha so sad no chicken soupnto drink.
Hmm..good and deep point. Can always rely on them no matter what.

Every yr is like that. And soon, it ending. All the preparation and the rush seems to last only 2 weeks. Life goes on afterall.

[Princessica]

Hey guys,
Since it cny period, i will hv some treats for u guys.





New sets of matching bras and panties for cny. Hope u guys like it

Anyway i will continue my 2nd half of my watched mmf later today or tml ok. Stay tune!

[Harvest]

Very nice matching lingerie, sis. Gave me some motivation on an otherwise dull Wednesday lunchtime break! On a side note, do you have silk stockings to show us?

[Princessica]

haha, hope it brighten ur day ;P

Silk stocking? How does it looks like wor?

Originally Posted by Harvest

Very nice matching lingerie, sis. Gave me some motivation on an otherwise dull Wednesday lunchtime break! On a side note, do you have silk stockings to show us?