My crazy lifestyle & the price I paid for it

[kristin18]

First of all, this is not a fictional story. This is a true story from a girl in her (very) early 20s who has experienced what most girls might not have experienced & would not wish to experience in their entire lifetime. Though sex makes up much of this story, it is not the crux of the story so please forgive me if I cannot vividly describe the details of my sexual encounters. I just want to relate my experience to the men who've never lived a day in my life & to the ladies whom I hope will never go through what I went through as well. Certain parts of the story might not be explained in such great detail to protect my identity, but I will share as much as I can.

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Why I Did It
I'd just gotten out of a physically & emotionally abusive relationship. It was a painful break up because this was a man I loved with all my heart...

(To be continued, no space to type more)

[tipster123]

Lets hear it sister!

[kohwj]

pitching tent here!

[gongkia79]

Up for your story Kristin.
Love hearing from a female perspective.

[Coffeecans]

Go for it!

Takes cup of coffee and sits.

[luvuass]

Another lady writer, I luv true stories. pls continue

[Cherrygen]

Hug hugs gal ! Support u (: stay strong!

[JackieTan]

Supporting you

[Max77]

Originally Posted by luvuass

Another lady writer, I luv true stories..

me too, female story writer for the win!

[BMW69]

Sounds sad. But camper reporting.

[bombshell]

waiting for the curtains to be lift.

[owl888]

Waiting patiently for sis coz she's under moderation and post will take some time to appear!

[LovePotion]

must have patient to wait for good stuff... haha

[kristin18]

I gave him my all & made him my world. But somewhere along the course of the relationship, the love between us faded. The differences made us quarrel more frequently than ever & gradually our flaws started to make us hate each other. It was amazing how we could love & hate each other at the same time, hence the only solution was to go our separate ways. It was a painful break up. I was a fucking mess, to say the least. I lost all hope & faith in love. I decided that I didn't wanna get into a committed relationship ever again because I could not stand the pain of breaking up. So I started this crazy lifestyle. This crazy, self-destructive lifestyle.

What I did
I became a crazy party animal. Sounds quite harmless, right? That was what I thought too. I couldn't see what was wrong in seeking consolation in booze & liquor. I loved the feeling of getting high. It numbed me from the pain.

[Uptown]

Stay strong ya!